zahidah's blog

BOO.

2005-05-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

hello. due to my unexpected boredness, i've come here to crap for the sake of fun. heh. and to everyone, CAN'T YOU SEE THE LINK TO MY NEW BLOG??? must i really, like, post a clickable URL here? hah. nevermind. news-not-flash: I HATE THIS SONG LAH K amor no es amor aper merapek lah. so boring siol. blah.

LJ.COM/~RENEGE

anyway. once i get sick with lj, i'll move back here. hah. should i?? entah ah.

INSATIABLEXX@HOTMAIL.COM
MY MSN AND FRIENDSTER AH. (:

k thank you for your cooperation. i wish you a good life ahead and have a nice day.

ciao.

a confession to be made.

2005-04-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

ookayyyy people!

i have to admit that i couldn't live without having a blog. :( sheesh. so i'm declaring that I'VE MOVED. and you can read SOME of my entries :D

http://www.livejournal.com/users/renege/

byeeeeee.

2005-04-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

i wont tell you anything i'm thinking.
not here anyway. (:
another bye-bye post.
heh.
i'm freaking bored.
i miss this blog.
but.
whatever.
(:
<3

BYE!

2005-04-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

guess what? ;D i'm dead. haha, no, actually this blog is. for the moment. i'm sick of having public journals. so yeah. hope you guys understand. i love you all. muacks. :D

ADIOS AMIGOS!

i hate school.

2005-04-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

currently listening to matchbook romance - stay tonight.

i dont want to go to school. :( i hate school. and i still havent finish my fucking assignments. heck care ah.

i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.

anyways, did a header for my new blog layout, heh.
http://img93.exs.cx/img93/9954/thekillersmrbrightsiderenege5q.jpg
it's featuring the killer's mr brightside video. DON'T STEAL.

The Killers - Mr Brightside

2005-04-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doin' just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cus i'm Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doin' just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

Cus I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cus i'm Mr. Brightside

I never
I never
I never
I never

Ezza jambu ler.

2005-04-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

wakakakaka. not to make her kembang but i'm just bored. heh.
http://img71.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img71&image=ezza21ki.jpg (edited)
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y90/eyzhar/f11572f9.jpg (original)
i beautified ezza. whoo. it's for her new blog layout anyway. haha.

ignore the previous post. useless ranting. :)

whatever.

2005-04-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

i feel like moving back to livejournal so that people who i fucking know and hate won't read the stuff i wrote cos it'll be either a friends-only or private journal. maybe i should just close down this stupid blog.

i hate it when your friends just order you to do something for them and they're like not sincere or anything. i hate some people. i'm sick of people treating me like some shit and it's like i'm trying so hard to fit in the clique. sometimes i wish i could change schools, migrate to other countries or something. and maybe make new friends? bleh the feeling really sucks, you know.

i miss my real friends. i really do.

i hate myself for many things. don't ask.

anyways, miss singapore universe 2005 is such a shitty show. i think the host is much prettier than the contestants. yeah. damn it i missed The OC and Chase last thursday. ugh. parents and brother are out right now so i'm alone in the house.

madrasah was okay just now.

bye.

Friendster's a bitch.

2005-04-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

yes it is. stop sending bloody blog announcements lah damn it. no space. shoooo.

irritating sia.

ok. 3rd entry of the day.

BGRs are lame.

2005-04-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

i seriously don't see the point of getting in boy-girl-relationships at this young age and get your hearts crashed when breaking up and then you'll start to curse a lot about how you would never want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend again. that's pathetic. it's not like you're going to get married to each other right? sigh. teenagers these days. they should focus more on school lah.

but who am i to say anything. nobody.

anyways, my mom just bought me 2 school pinafores. yay. (:

friendster is being a fucker. stupid. i wanna log in lah idiot. sheesh.

heh.

i'm bored.

happy april fools!

2005-04-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

2 days of not being online. wow. this is surprising, knowing that i can't separate with my lovely darling computer. unless i sleep. which i did. man, i was too tired for both days sia. and my period came yesterday, which made me even more lethargic.

wednesday:
shall blog about wednesday's parade. started off with physical training. i'm quite surprised actually, cos i managed to run without fallingout, even though i'm like the last one. heh. was like telling myself to not fall out every now and then sia. have to endure. right. hajjar fainted. it's the first time i see someone fainted like that sia. so damn freaky. she was like swinging and her face was like htting the ground. freaky. that's the second time i saw hajjar fainted; the first one was last year. i wish i could faint sia. i want to faint. has never fainted before in my whole freaking life. did lots of punishments, but i dont exactly mind lah. then drills all the way till dismissal. had to stay back after np for the atc form and etc. and also for the damn stupid punishments PLUS lecture about us not bringing the freaking goddamn dowel poles and how we should be more fucking responsible. huh. whatever. poor ezza, she choked and was having breathing difficulties and was crying. me and quraisah were panicking, trying to find a red crosser. good thing she's okay.

thursday:
it was okay. basically boring. pop session after csp. sing songs. boring.

today:
happy april fools' day! happy tkgs' sports day! haha. my dad drove me to bedok stadium. reached there at about 7 o'clock. poor li qin and poh yi - they went to school to search for our class banner cos li qin didn't bring it home yesterday. i really pity them sia. actually, i don't really care if we didn't have the class banner. there's nothing we could do anyway. so we marched pass without the banner. and li qin and poh yi reached the stadium very late and were all crying. man, i think we were like pressurizing them sia. if we did, we're really sorry. it's just that we thought we could win the class banner competition. but it's okay. (: fooled around with nad, aisha and rai's cam. haha. i so want a cam. :( too bad i'm fucking broke, otherwise i'd able to afford it. did my freaking duty in mufti. had to make sure no one except participants cross the tracks. so boring. and exhausting. sheesh they should at least give us water. was so damn thirsty sia. i miss my primary school sports days, where we can get free food and water. heh. after sports day, went to tm to watch "the eye 10". freaking hilarious lah. not so scary. but it's worth of my 7 and a half bucks. haha.

i'm back to my obesession with peter pan. whoo. i want to buy their album ah. so nice. indonesian bands are the best malay bands. (: where the hell can i find peter pan lyrics? help.

k. i'm going to continue with ezza's template that i promised to make for her. haha.

19 days to being old. and 29 days till my last pair of contact lenses which i'm wearing now to expire. damn i need new supplies. :|

I need more supplies of contact lenses!

2005-03-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH. i have only like left one pair of new contact lenses for april. and i want to continue wearing them till forever. ugh. must beg my dad. must must must. don't want to wear specs ah. sheesh.

i don't think i'll ever get bored with muse. <333 muse = sex to the ears. :D

currently listening to muse - sing for absolution.

Never diet.

2005-03-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

okay. dieting NEVER works. trust me. well, not for me anyway. hah. i just couldn't resist the site of food - how tempting. haha. i need some control, man. sheesh.

went to school moody. because my dad won't hurry up and drive me to school early. and i hadn't completed the newspaper summary and opinions shit. so yeah. first period was higher malay. discussed about a debate topic. about casino lah. i'm in the "for" group. yay. and wtf i'm selected to be debater number 4. ugh. stupid drawing of lots. by the end of the period, managed to complete the newspaper summary thingy. so relieved sia. cos the next period was english. during english, we discussed more about the stupid "entrepreneurship" project. not that i'm against entreneurship lah. just that i was in no mood for it. so it's decided that my group's cafe name will be volcha. whee. hot name huh. haha. PE was okay. got confused lots of time with the line dancing sia. but finally i got it. i think so lah. heh. after recess was legacy. continued with playing with board games. and then it was art. had to sketch either a mask, sculpture or patchwork for our 3d project. chose mask. cos i was having ideas flowing all in my head. haha.

went to tampines mall after school with nad, khai, aisha, rai and bahiah. ate at long john silver's. nad and aisha practically had a fight with these upper sec temasekian couple. haha. screw them ah. don't ever think of cutting queues again k. heh. nad and aisha bought those white wristbands which are like the coolest trend now. wanted to buy one for myself but had no money. too bad. went to tampines regional library to return and borrow books. and now i've finished one thick book already. i'm moving one to another. whee. (: i'm a bookworm... i guess.

tomorrow there's np. wonder how it'll go...

potato salad sucks!

2005-03-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

man, i've just woke up from my nap. hah. it's 10.44pm and i'm still tired. -_-

school was okay. first period was history. luckily sia i never sleep. haha. next was legacy. whee fun. played nad's game. hilarious man. i think everyone did good. (: after that was literature. almost slept. but thanks to aisha i didn't. heh. math was erm dots. mrs lim is one old freaking lady who wore blue sades and think's she's gorgeous. why the hell have to wear shades in school? hot meh? got sun ah? hah. "i am very serious." "i am very strict." hahahaha. we don't to know your characteristics lah. (: home econ later. made potato salad. seriously, the dressing is so yuck sia. and we have to bandung by boiling sugar water? what the heck. and my group hasn't done like anything for anything. ugh. csp afterwards. was thinking of quitting one by one. haha. but i didn't ask for the withdrawal form. sheesh.

went to parkway parade's banquet to eat with aisha, nad and khai. i bought kway teow goreng but can't finish. heh. muak what.

i don't know what to say now.

and oh, our class banner is so nice! haha.

hot local bands <333

2005-03-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

http://www.purevolume.com/avacantaffair
http://www.purevolume.com/arpee
http://www.purevolume.com/auburnsepiphany

*goes searching for more*

edit: omg people you've got listen to this band. HAHAHAHAHA. i was laughing like mad. crazy version of avril lavigne sia. not local though.
http://www.purevolume.com/avrilskavigne
*dies laughing*

i. need. to. chat.

2005-03-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

was just talking to my friend about curses. haha. nothing to do lah. and how the word "sial" evolves. i dunno. there's sia, sial, siol, siak, sak. i've used all of them. -_- i'm so bad i know. but the most common ones that i used are sia and sak. heh.

damn it i stink lah. haven't bathe yet. whee. i want to chat. but don't know good chat rooms. i hate alamak.com - full of mats and minahs. yeah.

school's tomorrow. sheesh. still haven't done my fucked up homework. eh someone quit csp with me lah. i need to quit. i have to. csp sucks. especially the damned teacher. babi ah. haha.

so bored.

banner thingy is cancelled.

2005-03-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

so i was in the bus 291 on my way to fetch the banner people when li qin called that lots of people couldn't come and that the meeting is cancelled. i don't really mind though. anyway when i was in the bus, there was this old indian guys with a white turban talking all by himself. it's like he's talking to someone you couldn't see. how freaky is that. and that he laughed. man, people were all looking at him. when i reached tampines interchange, felt like walking around tampines mall but not much shops were opened cos it was only about 9am. went back to tampines interchange to take bus 291 again and allighted at tampines mart to buy the april issue of the lime magazine. spent about 4 hours sleeping at home. can't blame me, i only slept at 4am and woke up about 8am this morning. that's why i was quite sleepy.

anyway, went to madrasah. wore my brown long-sleeved top with brown long skirt and black scarf. haha. madrasah was okay. just realised today that 2 of the guys there were quite cute. um heh. just realised. -_-

after madrasah, basically did nothing much except for surfing the net till now. i'm so bored. i wanted to go to the sajak competition thingy at NUS but no tickets were left. sad i know. heard from ezza that TKGS won the best sajak. whee. go you guys. and the champion was st andrews. ugh i hate st andrew's. they just suck like hell. worse than st patrick's. don't ask me why. i have my own reasons.

i want revenge.

just browsed around purevolume.com to look for some singapore bands and man, most of them are shit sia. they were made of like, what? 14 - 17 year olds? sheesh. stupid wannabes. their voices suck. the songs were quite okay.

i think i need to change this layout. it's been up for too long now.

Sheila On 7 - Pemuja Rahsia

2005-03-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
Agar kau selalu sehat dan bahagia disana
Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh
Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh

Ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan keberadaanku,
yang menyedihkan ini
Kuhanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapan pun, dimanapun
Hatimu kan berkata seperti ini.

Pria ini lah yang jatuh hati padamu
Pria ini lah yang kan selalu memujamu
Aha.. yeah.. aha.. yeah
Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku

Aku lah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
Dan menuliskan cinta diatas meja kerjamu
Aku lah orang yang kan selalu mengawasimu
Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku

Dan biarkan aku jadi pemuja mu
Jangan pernah hiraukan, perasaan hatiku
Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku, Sayang
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu

Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi
Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
Betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai

Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu
Aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu

Karna hanya dengan perasaan rinduku
Yang dalam padamu, kupertahankan hidup
Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
Ada arti ku selusuri hidup ini

Selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu
Selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu

happy good friday.

2005-03-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

yes i still am fucking tired. don't know what's wrong. guess what? i'm sick of mosquitos. they're all over my room. how the hell did they get in my house in the first place? sheesh. it was never like this last time. and now i'm having semi-fever. and asthmatic coughs. man, it's not even 6 months since i last recovered and now i get it again? ugh. my head's hurting. and stupid mosquitos keep biting me. so itchy leh. go and die, damn mosquitos.

eh i need panadols! i love love love panadols. my favourite drug. (:

was too tired to blog yesterday so i shall type about it now. that is, if i can remember lah.

i keep sleeping in class. wtf. humilation. and mr ho was like "your science rep is sleeping in class" and the whole class roared with laughter. piss off. sheesh. i wasn't 100% sleeping lah toots. ugh. and assembly was fucking boring. dozed off. um, hello?? of cos i'd dozed off. mrs loke was talking about the tkgian spirit and what shit ah. we knew that right? don't have to fucking tell us about it again. no csp. yay. so did the class banner lah. it's turning out good, i hope. then i went to tampines regional library to return and borrow books. i seriously can't live without reading story books sia. -_-

i just watched this movie on channel 5 called "willow". so nice sia. although it's an old movie. can't wait to watch "sound of music later". heh. holidays = cool movies. (: yep.

fucking tired -_-

2005-03-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

man, what the hell is wrong with my freaking computer sia? it's just won't play any music and videos on the net. now i can't listen to perfect 10. sheesh. damn it lah.

i'm watching american idol now. bo bice is cool. yeah but i still like constantine. don't know why. and i miss mario :(

managed to come to school by 7 o'clock. whoo. go me. so i basically used the whole 30 minutes in school before morning assembly to finish up my english composition. haha. too lazy ah. eh, the entrepreneurship project is cool. wheee. my group's doing on a cafe. but why the fuck do we have to call people and stuff? sheesh. i find that quite pointless. it's not as if we're going to set up a real cafe. heh. science was damn boring. everyone knew i spelt through out the whole period (: i don't give a damn lah. haha. higher malay was fun though. got some new peribahasa notes and then we had game. and matahari won. whee. after recess, we basically completed our legacy project. so yah.

np was tiring. duh. circuit training first. i so fucking hate to be a casualty sia. :( people thinks i'm weak. i so wish i'm not. i don't wanna fall out and i tried to but i simply can't tahan lah. sigh. after ct was drills all the way till 5. was fun at first. each of us had to command the squad. till the bloody CI came. sheesh. go and spend staring at your new jc uniform lah, don't have to come to tkg right. but nevermind. shan't dwell about it much. and oh yeah, i hate some seniors. think they're so cool. but they're just so rude. what the hell lah.

went home in bus 31 with aisha, bahiah, sabrina and hajjar. just crapped around. and we saw sabrina's crush from vs. HAHAHAHAHA. a sec 3 but then so short. yeah. wanted to call out his name but then he was too far. so yeah. haha.

oh i seem to recognise lots of people i don't know whom i've seen their pics on friendster profiles ah. haha. cool right. (:

bored like hell.

2005-03-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

i don't want homework! ahhhhh. -_-

heh. school was lame today. we had this friday's timetable cos there's no school on this friday. just realised that there was a CA after recess. ugh. anyways, english was first period. thought we were gonna present our 2 minute talk but didn't. waste of my time preparing it last night sia. and sheesh we have a project. damn. but quite fun lah. it's an entrepreneurship project and that interests me. (: haha. maklumlah, aku ni kan nak jadi business woman. hopefully. *dreams* so yah. my group mates are fezra, syazana and brenda. wheee. after english was maths. miss della came to relief us. miss her man. why didn't we get her for art like last year? sigh. but it's okay. i don't really care actually. after maths period was boring history. i slept all the way. whoo. go me. english ca after recess. gonna die sia. so hard. art was boring. basically did nothing. and finally lit. also boring.

after school, me, aisha, raihan and daphne went to tampines neighbourhood 2 centre to visit daphne's aunty shop to interview her granny for history project but her granny was to scared to come so her aunty replaced her. but before that, ate at mac. haha. i miss mcdonald sia.

i don't wanna come to school. help. there's np tomorrow and i've not even pack my stuff. sheesh.

oh, my bro won 3rd in the school rugby tournament at damai primary. haha. congrats lah k adek.

i farted!

2005-03-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. i farted so loud sia. luckily only nad, khai and aisha heard. hahahha so malu. my second time. lalalalala. then we laughhhhhh.

the end.

1st day of Term 2.

2005-03-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

just the first day of the new term and i'm already late. i mean, i came to school late by about 1 minute, where all the other tkgians have already stand in the yard for morning assembly. and there was i singing the national anthem and saying the pledge with one or two other tkgians by the main gate. heh. luckily, i didn't get booked. don't know why. haha.

anyways, started school with the new school timetable, meaning that music is the first period for mondays on odd weeks. everyone played their compositions with shaky hands, especially us non-mep students. haha. i think i did okay. could care less. after that was higher mother tongue period. got back my dialog writing. also did some mutiara kata. haha. bercakap selepas berfikir. remember that. (: during history, mrs yeo didn't come today (yay. such a relief. i didn't even do my homework.) so we discussed about our history newspaper.

then it was recess. sheesh. why the hell did they change the plans? now the lower sec students have to wait till 10.40am to eat at the canteen. and the damn upper sec won't leave early. so i didn't eat lah. went to comp lab 1 to do the home econ task analysis. man, i've not done my fucked up supermarket tour report sia. sigh.and i need to hand in tomorrow. joder.

science was hell boring. god, mr ho couldn't stop talking about puberty and stuff. i just went to sleep and he didn't even notice. haha. my classmates notice lah, of course, but who cares. (: we baked pizzas in home econ. i hate it but ate it anyway. haha. stupid recipe. my mother makes pizzas way nicer sia. heh.

thought of asking for the csp withdrawal form today but i forgot. anyways, we basically went through the holiday csp homework and i just sit there blankly without my paper because i didn't even do it. haha. i slacked so much sia. but who cares about stupid csp, my dad even ask me to drop the subject. wheee. my overall would be so much better without my csp marks. yeah.

nad, khai, and aisha went to my house after that to do aisha's artwork on photoshop on my computer and also nad and khai's legacy project. so we took mrt and then bus 291 to reach here. heh. alighted at tampines mart cos i wanted to buy ice cream. haha. then walked to my block and then to my flat. blah blah blah. aisha did her art assignment with my help and nad and khai did their so-called pochongs. haha. my mum prepared pratas for us all and zap, they're gone in matter on minutes. heh. guess we were hungry lah.

ahhhhhh damn it sia i've got so much homework to complete by tonight. help. help. HELPPPPPP. aku mampos sak.

Just some pics by Rai's camera.

2005-03-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

McFly - All About You

2005-03-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile
It’s all about you

Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to
Said you make my life worth while
It’s all about you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don’t know what I’d do

So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles it’s all about you
Yeah

(Guitar Solo)

And I would answer all your wishes if you asked me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses don’t know what I’d do

So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worth while
So I told you with a smile

It’s all about you
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you
It’s all about you.

sunny sunday.

2005-03-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

time i woke up: 1.30pm

haha. normal what. my parents and bro had gone to johor. i didn't want to go cos i wanted to sleep. heh. but now i cant have my favourite food. :( so sad. i miss mee hotplate from giant jb! sigh. so long never eat that sia.

so i watched this movie called american beauty last night. haha. i love it. shiok. i want to watch movies. but nothing interesting on tv right now. sigh. oh btw, me and nadiah might be going to watch miss congeniality 2 soon. wheeeee. can't wait. then we'll gossip about.. ehem. people. haha.

bored. prank call me. haha. you're welcome to do that. yeah.

um. what to doooooooo. pssst. 91177397. <--- see that? (:

TKGS NPCC Annual Camp 2005 sucks.

2005-03-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

alright people, time for to me to bitch again.

man, this year's camp sucks like bloody hell. hate it. i was a casualty most of the time. and this made me look weak. well i know i am weak lah. ugh.

didn't able to find solid fuels and dowel poles at all on thursday night. all the shops were closed. my dad was freaking pissed. blame the damn organizers lah.

my group consisted of m syafiqah, m sie hui, me, quraisah, valerie, shahirah and natassya. group ICs were m belinda and m nazurah. i love my group. we decided "elvis" for our group name since the camp theme this year was zenith or something which basically means something. duhh. i forgot. heh.

hate pt. hate the 4 hour walk. i hate basically everything lah. ct sucks like hell. campwalk was boring. but we got to see the euphorian maams. and they were like being sarcastic to m k the whole time. HAHAHAH. amek kau. padan muker. hah. everyone except her most of squaddies hate her, i bet. nightwalk was so not scary. and the sec 1s were screaming. sheesh. and wtf, sentary (sp?) duty was lame. i don't see the point of it. and fire drill in the middle of the night? that's so stupid. can't you see everyone is damn fucking exhausted? and we still have another day. ugh. i snored sia when i sleep. hahah. too tired and in pain mah. oh by the way, i farted. HAHAHAH. everyone heard. i'm not embarassed lah cos i don't give a damn. anyway, during the fire drill, i had a breakdown cos i couldn't take it anyone. my hand are in so much pain. muscle cramps. so being a typical girl, i just automatically started crying. sheesh. so m tahirah massaged my arms with oil. luckily got her sia. and my whole fucking body was aching.

on the 2nd day, i was a casualty most of the time. didn't go for pt cos if i do, i'd surely be the last one. i hate running. you know i failed my last year's 2.4km run damn many times. i almost gave up. till my class comforted and convinced me to give a last try after 134641021434 re-takes. yes i'm that bad. had takwondo (sp?) after breakfast. i hate it. i love last year's dragonboat! why on earth did they choose takwondo? choose silat lah. ish. after lunch it was basically punishments. wtf. we were told that we slacked a lot. just what the fuck. slack? you fucking heads ah. we were aching the whole time and they say we slack? goddamnit. suckers. and for the second time, my arms couldn't take it anymore. like the previous day. like last year. sheesh. so the NCOs decided that i'm sick and shouldn't participate anymore. which makes me glad. even though people recognised me as a weakness, i don't give a damn. :)

i so hate this particular person. what an insentive jerk sia. hope you do badly in your Os in a few months time. can't wait for you to be gone. hate you so much. mean ass. go to hell ah.

basically, i spent the whole time resting. my head was giddy. and my arms were swollen. i just realise there's a lump in each of my arm -_- scary sia. and pain.

the only good point about this year's camp is that we muslims get to pray. yeah.

anyways, in conclusion, this year's camp is just pissing me off. fucking hate it. especially the organizers. sheesh. read khai's blog. heh.

man, we have to do a 2 page report on this camp? wtf. meaning that i have to be polite in the report. and no bitching. ugh.

after camp is over, i'm so moody sia. slept the whole time at home. i miss sleeping. hah.

right now i'm in no mood to blog about today. so yeah.

going crazy...

2005-03-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

going to beach road with ezza later. need to buy 10 dowel powels and 10 boxes of solid fuel. sheesh. please let the army shops be open! -_- oh must buy twine for myself, aisha and khai. gee sometimes i wonder why i'm so nice. heh. desperate times. must help one another lah. wahahah.

and tomorrow, i can't wear my contacts. ahhhhhhh. i mean, AHHHHH. must wear specs.

gotta pack bag. see you on friday.

inter-class cheerleading competition 2005 - over. (:

2005-03-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

so today was the day. hah. the sec 3s this year weren't as good as the sec 3s last year. seriously. but still, 3e1 is the best. like last year too. 3e5 last year was also good. too bad the this year's 3e5 back out. sheesh. so far out of all the sec 3s class i've watched, i loved 3e1's, 3e7's and 3e9's cheerleading. heh. as for the sec 2s, i guess we were okay lah. glad to have the competition over. the sec 1s... wow, seriously, they're so soft man. i think last year's batch of sec 1s were better. and that's us lah. haha i think i might be bias. but whatever. anyway, the results will be announced when the new term starts. could care less. yeah.

oh, yeah, nice skirts people. 2e5's skirts very creative, but i like their performance better last year. and man, our cheer is the same as theirs sia. sheesh. 3e2 also. ugh. this is what happens when you get cheers from the net. sigh. whatever though. (:

after cheerleading, went to day and night to eat. and basically hang out. aisha's group did their csp project - the video in which you have to interview someone in chinese. so they choose that nice aunty at day and night. haha was actually quite funny. i don't know when my group will work on our video presentation. hmm.

went to look for solid fuel after that. huda and rai accompanied me to the army shop nearby evps and jyps. but no luck, the shop is closed. wtf. today isn't a holiday. grr. so tonight, i'm asking my dad to bring me to the army shop at beach road to buy 10 boxes of solid fuel for the whole squad and also twine. and other stuff which are needed for tomorrow's camp. -_-

speaking of camp, i haven't pack a single thing for it sia. so lazy. i'm just feeling neutral - neither excited nor nervous. i really hope that there's no physical training tomorrow. i can die lah. and hopefully the camp won't be much of a tortue but most slightly, it will. ugh.

anyways, me, rai and huda went to tampines mall after knowing the shop is closed. bumped into syikin, musfirah and azrina. so we all hanged out together lah. haha. then separated cos me, rai and huda wanted to go to long john silver's. well, actually it was me. haha. poor huda, she couldn't eat anything except stuff like porridge cos she just had braces. so yeah. don't worry, 3 weeks' going to be really fast. heh.

im bored. and kinda not looking forward to tomorrow. haha.

it's all about youuuuuu.

2005-03-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

god im addicted to mcfly <3

but anyways. i'm bored. need to do so damn many things tomorrow sia. -_- buy solid fuel for the whole squad. must collect money by tomorrow. so sianz ah.

I NEED TO CALL MY OLD FRIENDS. sheeesh. k bye. haha.

last cheerleading practice.

2005-03-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

wahahahah. sec 1s are um... kay nevermind. i just read some of their blogs. hah. cute lah. but eh, some of them has bfs already? -_- too young lah you kids. sheesh. and i dislike some of them. yeah.

anyways! last cheerleading practice today. came to school with nad. YANTI! WHERE ARE YOU? kau slalu tak datang seh. ish. tomorrow is the competition, you know. oh well. frankly, i don't really like my cheerleading routine. heh. i think i got discouraged by some of the sec 3s. i still remember last year's competition, all the sec 1s are damn lame. haha. memories eh. k remember to bring a blck tee and your oh-so-long cheerleading skirts. hahaha. :)

brought my primary 4 journal and showed to everyone just now. all had a good laugh. i've come to realise that my english sucked so bad in p4. hahaha. maybe i'll use that for the 2 minute talk? hmm. maybe i'll bring all my sketchbooks and talk about my drawings? most probably, that's what i'll do when the new term starts. don't want to be last year - talked about HTML and webdesigning. hah. and miss lau gave me a C cos she doesn't understand anything about it. sheesh. :|

decided not to go to east cost park to collect sand cos we managed to collect 3 bottles of sand in school. haha. at the swings area. so yah, don't have to waste time to go to the beach.

i think this year's annual camp will suck. badly. hope not though.

went to tampines regional library alone after cheerleading cos i need to return and borrow books. gee, i've just been reading and reading these past few days. my hobby lah. what to do. haha.

um, i haven't pack my camp stuff. ugh. what the hell, we need to get solid fuel by ourselves?? i thought the PA provides them. and we need twine? and sand? man, this is all wtfies. and this year, we were told that our ICs are all "mysterious". and they've got a "mysterious" activity for us. sheesh. nampak sangatkan sec 4s blom plan betol2. there's no dragonboat or naything like that this year. ugh. *cringes*

i have to do all my holiday homework by tomorrow. ahhhhh. HELP.

Brian McFaden & Delta Goodrem - Almost Here

2005-03-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

Brian: Did I hear you right?
'Cos i thought you said,
Lets think it over.
You have been my life,
And I never planned,
Growing old without you.

Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.

Brian:
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me.
Treat me like a child,
Throw your arms around me,
Oh please protect me.

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.

Brian: Oh havent I always loved you?

Delta: And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.

Delta: Oooh oh

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you?

Delta: But when i need you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I left you

Delta: And when I hold you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Both: And now I'm with you,
I'm close to tears

Brian: 'Cos I know I'm almost here.

Both: Only almost here
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such a romatic song. *tearteartear* <3 heh.

legacy project is done~

2005-03-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

"American Idol" Top 12 finalist MARIO VAZQUEZ has withdrawn from the competition for personal reasons, FOX announced Sunday. Semi-finalist NIKKO SMITH, 22, who was eliminated last week, will be replacing him. Smith was chosen because he received a higher number of votes than competitor TRAVIS TUCKER. Twenty-seven-year-old Vazquez was told by SIMON COWELL during the semi-finals, "You have a charm about you. There are better singers, but you have a lot going for you."

NOOOOOOO. THIS CAN'T BE. NO NO NO. I WANT MARIO. HE WAS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES. WHY ON EARTH MUST HE WITHDRAW?! AHHHHHHHHHH. I'M SO DAMN SAD. ):

I LOVE MARIO!!!!

*sighs*

oh well. there's nothing i could do. so yah. :(

anyways. my group - aisha, nadhirah, me and fadhilah - finished our legacy project! wheee. fast huh? haha. tell you guys about today.

went to tampines interchange to meet aisha at about 1pm but aisha hasn't even reached bedok mrt station. -_- sheesh. and nadhirah just came back from johor. so i went to tampines library. saw my ex-crush, wahahah. i don't know why but i think he's so not cute right now. so kental. kinda. and then i saw marissa, farah syirin and syikin. haha. the 2e3 people. found out that they're doing their history project... which reminds me when the hell is my group going to even START on it? i'm so freaking busy this week. huh. while waiting for aisha and fad to arrive, met verina! hahaha. my ex-junior.. now a sec 1 in loyang sec. so chatted with her for a while. then aisha arrived. and finally fad. after that, us three went to the popular book store at tm lah to buy the stuff we needed. then met nadhirah back at tampines interchange and went to my house. :)

my mom prepared spaghetti for us. yummy.

fad finished her art poster with the help of me. haha. now i have to help with aisha's. yeah.

so that's it. tomorrow there's cheerleading practice, remember k people? 8.30am in school void deck. have to practice hard.

AHHHH I WANT MARIO!!!!

busy week from tomorrow :|

2005-03-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

i want to see my old friends. miss them terribly. but due to my stupid schedule this march holiday, i can't go out with them. whatever. man i'm so damn freaking busy this week sia. cheearleading competition is on thie wednesday and hell, my class hasn't even finish our cheerleading. sheesh. that's why we're practicing damn hard tomorrow and tuesday. sigh. luckily all the skirts are ready seh. kalau tak mampos sak.

eh i'm obsessed with quite a number of songs ah!!! haha yah.

obssession by frankie j
almost here by delta goodrem and brian mcfaden
it's all about you by mcfly
breathe in by lucie silvas
he wasn't by avril lavigne
ransom letter by pug jelly

and lots more lah.

gee, my stomach is having problems since just now. damn ah. ugh.

so. did basically nothing today. really bored right now. i don't mind having people prank-calling on me or something. ahhh. just so bored. sheesh.

what to do. what to do. what to do.

wheee my mom just bought a pair of gold high heels which cost for 10 bucks only. i like <3 so much. gonna wear it on special occasions. haha. duh.

I give 4 out of 5 for Lemony Snicket's ASoUE :D

2005-03-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

asoue was awesome! watched that today at plaza singapura. it was suppose to be a class bonding thing but only like, what, 13 people came? hah. so much for class bonding. but whatever. li qin booked the tickets yesterday so it's easy for us lah. if we were to buy the tickets on that day, fat chance of getting them, man. haha. i love sunny, klaus and violet. smartass kids. heh.

anyway after the movie, most of us roamed around orchard road. if only i'm one rich kid, i'd buy anything i wanted. so expensive sia - especially the branded stuff. nothing i or my family could afford. window-shopping got me excited at firstbut after a while, i got bored. with expensive stuff which i know i couldn't afford. and the orchard crowd. so decided to go home lah. by the time i reached tampines, it was like 6.20pm or something. but i had to go to the library to return books. and also borrow books. haha.

oh, tkgs npcc cadets, i've received the annual camp list. in case any of you read my blog or something, here's the list:
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Camp kit list:

1) 4 school-based t-shirts (pt shirt, PE shirt, Ignitez shirt. No class t-shirt are allowed)

2) 3 pairs of long pants/slacks/track pants ( black or dark blue with no stripes)

3) 3 pairs of white socks ( school/normal white socks)

4) 1 poncho (labeled)

5) Undergarments

6) Utensils: fork, spoon, plastic mug, can opener etc (labeled)

7) Toiletries: toothbrush, toothpaste, etc

8) 1 Bath towel

9) 1 face towel

10) Sanitation item

11) Talcum powder (optional)

12) 1 whistle with twine

13) 1 torchlight with new batteries

14) 1 1.5L water bottle (with water)

15) 1 ball of twine

16) Spectacles hook (black)

17) EZ-Link card

18) Plastic bags

19) Slippers (optional)

20) Windbreakers/sweaters (optional)

21) Solid fuel

22) Cash of not more than $10

23) Medication (if any)

Notes:

1) No cadets are to wear contact lenses throughout the whole camp. Only spectacles are allowed

2) Cadets who bring their medication are to label their medication clearly

3) Cadets are reminded to put their EZ-Link card and keys into their wallets

4) Cadets are not allowed to wear any jewellery unless for religious purposes

5) Unallowed items will be confiscated.

Things not to bring:

1) Electronic items (handphone, discman, walkman etc)

2) Pillows, bolster, stuff toys etc

3) Cash that are more than $10

*Anything, please contact your respective squad ICs. Please bring your consent form if have not and your SANDS. Thank You!
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there. you can go pack your bags now. hah.

npcc service day 2005.

2005-03-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

in the morning, i almost didn't go to school but felt that i had to cos of npcc service day today and many things to settle on. vomitted during breakfast time and was like shivering like hell. :| my parents insisted that i shouldn't go to school but being who i am, i was stubborn. :) haha. anyways, reached there just in time with my legs and hands shivering...

wheee i love science! hahaha. sexual reproduction chapter 12. mr ho blushes everytime sia especially when he talks about the reproduction of a female. so today we talk about penis and vagina. man i sound gross sia. haha. but the whole class was like giggling and giggling. fun.

maths - oh god. tell me about it. -_- i have no freaking clue on silmutaneus (sp?) equations since i was absent yesterday. so it's like freaking hard sia. i hate maths. i swear i do. but i'm trying to best to improve lah... well, hopefully, heh.

higher malay was fun. did our skits on legenda-legenda melayu. so my group - me, fad, huda, fezra, hamiza (and yanti, but she's absent today ): ) - did on batu belah batu bertangkup and then won third. yay. nad's group (on badang) got second and wahidah's group (on bawang merah bawang putih) got first. congrats, guys. you people were great. yep. <3

oh oh oh english was fun also. nad, your two-min talk gerek seh. fad also. hamiza also. haha. my turn is next term and i so don't know what to talk about. sheesh. *sighs* history was bloody boring and so is literature. i shall not eloborate more on that. haha.

and, we got our term 1 progress report today. wtf. i only scored A2 in visuak arts and the rest i get Bs and Cs and 1 F9 for damn csp. man, i'm so going to quit. i have to. if not my overall will continue dropping. ugh. and my current overall average is less than the overall cohort average. like always. so no sursprise there. but still, i freakingly need to buck up! pray for me please.

soooooooo. for the main news of the day! npcc service day! i tell you, it's totally lame and boring. my group - m diyanah, m fatin, me and shahirah (sec 1) - went to the whole of blk 12 with 25 stories in the marine parade are and no one AT ALL is free. wtf. be supporting lah, singaporeans. sheesh. last year's service day was so much better sia. seriously. well, anyway, my parents picked me, fad, aisha, khai and sab up and dropped them at bedok interchange except for fad and me lah. dropped fad at tampines and mart. then my parents and i went to kfc to eat cheese fries. haha. so many east spring npcc and ncc people sia. heh.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR ANNUAL CAMP. wheee. but i'm so not looking forward to PT. *sighs* oh well.

on mc.

2005-03-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

i didn't come to school today. i'm sick. my asthmatic coughs became worse. and i couldn't sleep last night. so in the morning, my mom brought me to universal clinic. man, i've not been sick for like 1 year? wow so long. anyways, the doctor prescribed some medicines. i hate them but i need to get well. so yeah.

spent the whole day sleeping. my body is feeling damn lethargic.

tomorrow there's npcc service day, meaning i have to bring my full-u tomorrow. ugh. so little time so much to do.

i hate asthma.

cough + asthma = DEATH

2005-03-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

my chest is in pain. seriously. i've been coughing and coughing and couldn't breathe easily most of the time. and i took damn lots of doses of the ventolin inhaler sia. i know i know, it could kill me cos it's a drug and i'm like "abusing" it every half hour. but what the hell could i do? i feel calm for a few seconds after taking it. hah. guess it's not really worth it.

my chest and back seriously hurts so much! :( ughhhhhhh.

today was the last peer buddy session with 1e9. *teartear* it's party time, baby! though it's sorta lame, i find that it's pretty fun. haha. gonna miss being PSBs to the sec 1s. (oh, mannn, they're such a chaos sia but... (: )

anyways, no matter how much i constantly coughed and was in pain, i still attended today's parade. heh. so m tahirah, m zakiah and m farhana took over our squad. hmm. they commanded very softly so that's why khai couldn't hear and therefore, she couldn't say the timing loudly. yeah. but it's okay lah. we pretty much slacked today. haha. quite fun actually, besides feeling sick.

man my chest pains sucks. it's hurting so much right now. ughhhh. my back also. damn asthma. :(

by the way, new song people! wheee. peter pan rocks <3

future subjects?

2005-03-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

EL
HMT
EM
AM
BIO
CHEM
CH(SS/LIT) or (SS/HIST)
HIST or LIT

i think i want these subjects to be my Secondary 3 subjects next year. heh. and if they offer art, i'll take it up as well. but most probably, there's going to be no art in tkgs. :(

*sighs*

crapity crapity crap!

2005-03-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

oh man. now i'm coughing like mad. actually, i coughed like mad throughout the whole of today. stupid sore throat which leads to stupid coughs which leads to stupid asthma. took damn a lot of puffs from the ventolin inhaler sia. like two puff an hour. serious lah. otherwise, i can't breathe. :| how sad. i don't wish to have asthma. ahhhh. ugh. oh well.

well, let's put that aside. besides coughing non-stop all-day, today was fun. very crappy! haha. plus, it's a tuesday even week which means there's only 2 heavy subjects and the rest of the periods are slacking subjects. haha. higher malay period was first. had to sing. haha. i quite like that song "gubahan" by siti nurhaliza and 2by2. but damn jiwang sia. fezra sings too good! heh. for english period, we basically did some grammar revisions. after that is computer studies! this is like the best moment where we just crap and crap since it's a free period. so apparently, we tagged at ezza and her boyfriend's (they still deny it *shakes head*) blogs and became sweeper lah, whatever shit ah. love is the air, baby! wooohooo. don't deny lah ezza, we so can tell.

had a peer buddy meeting during recess with miss hamidah regarding the peer buddy finale session which is tomorrow. yay, party, baby! but damn, i haven't buy anything at all. sheesh. i hope the 1e9-ers bought them already. our party location is going to be at the student activity corner. sigh. hopefully, we, PSBs, weill get our 3 CIP hours! haha. not that we really care lah, but it'd be great if we do get. so, the party should be a success tomorrow. haha. so fun.

legacy and art was lame.

oh oh oh GUESS WHAT. there's no need to bring full-u tomorrow! wheeeeeee. m chuanting and m fatimah won't be takling over the sec 2 squad cos they have promotion test. good luck. and we're going to be taken over by m tahirah. yay. this so makes someone happy sia. ehem. haha.

i'm in a good mood! no pms today :D haha. righttt.

i hate hypocrites.

2005-03-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

warning to seniors. i know lots of people read my blog but has never tag or something but anyway, be prepared for my bloody rants. and please, this is my bloody blog, i can blog whatever shit i want. so if you're like, hate me or something, i pretty much suggest you go and close this shitty blog, kay.
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i detest hypocrites. fucking hypocrites. why talk about our so-called mistakes and never talk about yours? this is pathetic. and unfair. sometimes i dislike seniors. or even juniors. well this apparently applies to some only. especially in this cca called np. hah.

so basically some junior gets permission from some seniors to not call them begining with "maam" and can mix with them secretly. note the word: secretly. but don't think we don't know your stupid secrets lah. yet, they say that we mix with the damn juniors when they're the one who came to us. actually, it's just a junior. but still. i wish i could have told any of the juniors not to join np during their cca promotion day because of this one pathetic reason. "there should be gap between juniors and seniors". hah. like as if we still get respect. whatever. dudes, wtf, it's only a matter of a few years. i rather greet a teacher than a senior. and even teachers are more friendly than those arrogant seniors. screw them. dickheads. i still remember my primary school form teacher who treats me and my friends like his friends but we still had respect for him. seniors are so damn over.

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE. don't roll your yes at us. makes us want to roll our yes back at you people more lah. sheesh. damn it.

sometimes i hate np. well only sometimes though. hah. the rest of the time, np rocks. yeah baby.

5 disadvantages of NPCC (especially in TKGS):
- you have to greet "maam" to every senior (not that i mind though)
- you can't be friendly to seniors or juniors because of the word RESPECT (wtf, but no, i don't want to be friednly with them anyways bluek :)
- seniors look down on juniors
- physical training
- getting scolded a lot

6 advantages of NPCC:
- drills
- outdoor activities such as camps and etc
- discipline
- learn life skills and etc
- unit activity? :O (depends lah)
- greatest FRIENDS :D

anyways. maths CA was shitty. i'd probably failed... maybe about less than 10 upon 30. hah. and i don't give a fucking damn.

sorry, i curse too much. everyday, everywhere. especially when i'm ticked off. wtf-ever.

alah aku tak suker ah ppl bace aku nyer blog seh. how to make this blog private ah? hehehhe.

maths ca tomorrow. oh god.

2005-03-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

i simply suck at organising myself. hah yes i do. well that's not surprising huh. look at my table in the classroom and you can see how messy it is. whatever. the fact is i don't really care.

i still haven't even started on my homework. damn it. there's home econ supermarket tour report to be written, home econ IAP task analysis, history worksheet on chapter 4 and etc. plus. there's a maths CA tomorrow. man. i'm soo in trouble. i don't know why but i just can't seem to get my butt off and get to work. i hate school. really. well, not really. hah i don't know and i don't wish to know.

do you know that some local bands are pretty cool? :O i never knew they existed till an online friends of mine introduced me to some bands. they're good. i would never have support singapore local bands till just now. haha. they need publicity. yeah.

anyways, did basically nothing today. i just lazed around watching tv, reading and surfing the net when i know i should be doing my homework but who the hell cares. i usually do them lateeee at night. yes, i'm like that, if you don't know.

ohh guess what! my sore throat is going away. but. my asthma's here and that's why i can't breathe easily and kept coughing. wtf. that always happen when i have fever/sore throat. ugh. asthma sucks. big time.

did i tell you that annual npcc camp is going to be in the march holidays? man i never expected it to be so damn early. 17 to 18 march 2005. sheesh. i bet this year's camp is going to be boring with the tortures and all. but i'm kinda excited. haha. do i sound like a hypocrite or what. whatever. and atc is going to be on 3 - 5 june 2005. wheeee! ezza wants to see the vs guys and aisha wants to see her BG. haha. that'll be interesting.

so that's all for today eh. i'm going to draw. haha. i know, i know i should be doing my homework, but i'm so tempted to draw. just for the hell of it. (:

periods suck! :O

2005-03-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

my forehead is hot. i mean hotter than the previous days. my sore throat won't go away! i've been like this for, like, 1 week? :O this is seriously pathetic.

and to make it worse, there was cheerleading today and of course being it it means you have to shout, right? i tried not to shout so much but i got carried away.

*shrugs*

my mom had finished making 8 cheerleading skirts - pink with black sections. they turned out okay i guess. so only 4 more to go. the cloths alone cost 20 bucks and my mom is charging everyone 3 dollars for each skirt. that okay with you guys? hope so. so yeah you can pay me like next week or something. no rush though. (:

we managed to complete about 2/3 of our whole cheerleading routine and stuff, i think. it's turning out pretty good! :D yeah even though the beginning of the cheer isn't really good, in my opinions. heh. but i shouldn't complain eh. haha. by the way, we saw the sec 1s npcc-ians from other schools. aisha, khai and me were like "QUICK HIDE!! THEY'LL SEE US." or something. haha. and yeah they did see us. our seniors, i mean. i totally have no idea whether m dee will punish us or whatever. we don't care lah. it's a saturday, and everyone knows it's not the day for cca. -_- and you can't blame us for not coming cos most of us have plans already. whatever.

anyways, me, aisha, nad, nadh, huda, syaz, vicki and shilbe went to parkway and ate at kfc, as usual. i had banditto pocket and by the time most of us finished eating, i was bloated. hah. that's exaggerated lah. like duh. after that, we went to find that wrist band in all the sports shop but failed to find anything. oh well.

oh people, guess what? damn it i skipped madrasah. ughh. can't believe it. was already in my madrasah clothes and then sudden;y something happened. i fall asleep on my bed. what the hell. so i woke at 4 and was like panicking. my brother should have wake me up! ugh. i want to go to madrsahhhh because next week, i won't be going cos of the class bonding thingy. and you can't expect me to skip madrasah everyweek. anyhow, i went back to sleep cos i was feeling bloody lethargic. blame my period! periods suck. so i continued sleeping till night. -_- hmmph.

i loveeeeee loveeeeeee loveeeeee indonesian bands! wheeee.

wtfwtfwtwtfwtfwtf :O

2005-03-04T22:19:00.001+08:00

seriously. me and khai and going crazyyyy asking everyone if they can come for the stupid swearing-in tomorrow. fuck ah. sial. then only like 6 ppl manage to go and we niners have already planned the cheerleading a damn long time ago and now they say we're going to get punishment if they see us tomorrow in school? seriously ah just what the fuckkkkk. me, khai and aisha are freaking pissed sia.

YESH HELLY FUCKING FREAKING PISSED. :O

ugh. damn it.

how the hell to relax sia? haizzz.

k forget it. -_-

Something's wrong...

2005-03-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

bleh ppl, i'm bloody freaking tired. and feeling sick. even though it's only a sore throat. and i'm quiet. waddahell sia. i feel like i have lupus. no, no, no way lah. stupid brain. my neck hurts so much. all because of stupid gym lah during P.E. felt like almost fainting when i was doing my routine. my body feels hot. ughh. I WANNA BE WELL. ever since i got soaked last sat because of all the rain, i've just been feeling sick and down ah. wtf. funny thing was, when i'm happy, my sickness will, like, disappear and when i'm not, it'll come back. what the freaking hell is happening? my head is hurting right now. so is my throat. :( haiz.

my period came today. maybe that's why i'm moody. huh. pms? maybe. but not like miss ann. hah.

after school, went to vjc to support aisha in the heats. eh i like the vjc's building. it's quite big and i thought it was small last time -_- haha. i love the canteen! so nice. and the stuff there is so cheap sia. anyways, aisha came in first the first 400m but at last she got 6th. it's still a good position though :) man, if i were to be participating in that, i'd soooo came in last. for real. heh.

congrats to those who scored well in A levels, yeah? :)

oh btw ppl, i'm thinking of moving back to livejournal so that i can have private entries. heh. probably about rants and stuff. i'm too afraid to say it here in a public blog. hmm. so yeah, i might move. and i'll make a blog for blogger skins or smth. maybe. :)

wadever.

2005-03-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

confirmed there's something wrong with me. bleh. i dunno. maybe i should go to the doctor... but nah. i feel sick. can't be cos of depression right. oh well who the hell cares.

and i dislike some people. yeah. go to hell ah.

failed my 2nd csp test. ugh again. wtf. right now im really confused whether i should drop the subject or not. damn it. joder. (btw, joder is spanish for fuck - just found it in a book, hah)

anyways, it raineddddd. that's why the sport day heats at vjc was postponed till next week. haiz. and rain = makes me sick. sick as in headache and stuff lah. ughh.

legacy today was interesting. haha yah.

haiz ppl, notice that when i'm not in a good mood, i don't elaborate much, huh? yeah. wadever lah.

i'm glad i have online friends. you guys are the best <3

Headache-d :|

2005-03-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

damn ah. i've been having headaches these past few days. sometimes my forehead feels hot, like just now.and i have a sore throat. ughhh. i think it must be the rain last sat. haiz.

omgah i love anthony and that last guy who sang... the rocker, babyy. hahaha. anthony is better than clay aiken lah. serious. and that rocker was just "woahhh". haha. i think this season is the best among all the other american idol seasons.

anyway, had no np today. heh. so um... went to parkway wif sab, khai, ezza, rai and bahiah.

so yah that's all i guess. boringggg.

No NPCC parade tomorrow for Kamikazeans.

2005-03-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

phew just sms the whole of kamikaze about tomorrow. yay, there's no parade tomorrow, meaning that i can go home early and loiter around malls! wheeeee. good luck though to the sec 3s and 4s for their promo tests. all the best yeah. :) and yes kamikazeans, you have to bring money for the pt-kit that you ordered. $9.50 for the np tee and $10 for the slacks each. so i guess i'll have to ask my dad for $9.50. hmm yeah. those new pt-kits are for the np camps we're going to have this year - annual tkgsnpcc camp and atc! can't wait. very excited lah. hahaha.

anyways. after school, we had another cheerleading practice lah. haiyohz. we're so slow sia. compared to other classes. and we only have just started on the beginning of the cheer. and our cheer damn short. haiz. the choreography also not exactly good ah. and my mom haven't finish making the skirts. haizzzzzz.

went home with ezza, bahiah, rai, huda and sab in bus 31 while aisha, nad and nadh took bus 10. i think i like 31 more now cos i can sleep longerrr. hahaha. yes yes i know i'm a sleepyhead and i guess i'm known for that. heh.

ohhh i saw some people who has friendster accounts with pics of themselves in real life. haha. not tt they know me lah but i recognise their faces. haha cool right.

yay, just finished burning cd for rai. say thank you, rai. :)

alahhh on second thought, i want np tomorrow! haha. np = hell lots of fun though it sucks at time. heh.

Ex-Sec 4s came back to collect their results.

2005-02-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

hah wonder how my ex-seniors did. saw that there's quite a number of people who got at least 6 A1s and above. wow. congrats, man. i don't think i'd be able to get like that. haha. unless i'm someone like nadhirah and syazana. hehh.

so i saw a lot of them loitering in school anxiously waiting for their results before 12. some people changed a lot sia. haha. well, a lot, i guess. this year higher mother tongue sec 4s got their last yr's O level mother tongue paper too. some smiled and some cried. hmm. my turn's next year seh. ugh.

anyways, started school with maths, followed by higher malay, history, recess, science (lab) and lastly home econ. for home econ, we went to tanjomng katong complex for the supermarket tour. bleh. won some food, haha. we have to do a write-up about it. damn it lah.

homework for today: home econ report-writing & IAP children's party task analysis, maths, higher malay.

feeling too lazy sia. haiz.

O Levels results tomorrow.

2005-02-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

good luck to 2004's batch of sec 4 tkgians! and also to all other's who took their O levels last year... all the best yeah!

:)

Getting soaked is what I call COOL-ing.

2005-02-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

today is definitely interesting.

wahahahahahah. look at the title of this entry.

k i shall tell you guys a story of a day in my life. today we're supposed to go for cheerleading practice in school at 8.30am. so i left my house at 7.30 and met nadirah and huda at simei mrt. went to school together but when we reached the school's back gate bus stop, it started pouring heavily. and none of us brought an umbrella. no choice then. haha. we ran like mad to the school main gate because the back gate is lock and met aisha there. wheee. went to sign in at the general office but nad and aisha were wearing jeans and they saw mdm khoo whom made them run away from her. wahahahha. scared of getting booked lah. anyhow, me and huda signed in because we were wearing the correct uniforms and we have ez-link cards with us. nad and aisha went to hide at the 2nd floor. ahahha. lameeee. huda and i then went to the void deck lah and we saw the 2fivers practicing their cheer and routines. no niner was there seh. aisha and nad called us to go upstairs and meet them la. we finally decided to leave the school and eat at banquet. so me and huda signed out while nad and aisha escaped. hahahah.

since we had no umbrellas at all, we ran like mad lah and were 101% soaked! so damn wet sia. my shoes were fill with rain water. got on bus 135 and went to parkway! the bus driver was like "tsk. tsk." hahahahah. everyone were looking at us lah. so cold too. so anyway, went to banquet to eat. yummmmmmm. but we were freeeezing lah. haha. poor aisha and nad. their jeans were heavyyyy with water. hahah. somehow after a long time being in parkway, our clothes dried. yay. went to mph to buy someone her birthday presents. hahah. i tell you, it's DAMN LAME. HAHAHAHAHAHA. we can't stop laughing and crapping seh. well to the person who's getting this, LEARB TO LOVE YOU GIFTS AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. can't wait to see her reactions... hmm.

after all that excitement we went home. heh. went to madrasah today. i learned how to do solat istisqak! it means to pray for rain, since recently (exceptions for today) the weather is damn hot. and ustazah salamah selected me to do a demo in front of the class. sheesh. so embarassing sak. that sec 4 aidil was choosen to do also. during tafsir, we analysed surah al ghassiyah. about hari kiamat. it's really interesting. then, in akhlak, ustazah rosminah gave us work to do. pretty easy. all we have to is to give our opinions. i heard the guys say "eh camne nak buat seh..". man, just think lah. aiyohz. hmm yah so that's all about it.

there's a csp test this monday. WHAT THE FUCK. ughh. screw the damn test. i so can't pass sia. i hate csp. i hate csp. i hate csp. but i don't wanna quit now cow we MIGHT go to shanghai and i definitely don't want to miss that.

Cheerleading.

2005-02-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

had cheerleading practice after school today. basically all we did was the beginning of the cheer and all lah. kept crapping abou though. poooor huda, she had gastric. get well soon kay? wahahahah. :) my mom just bought the cloths for $16.50 in total but damn it, there was no receipt. so most probably each one of us cheerleaders have to fork out $1.30 each if we can't claim it from the class fund. btw, i totally adore the pink cloth!!! IT'S SO PRETTY. haha yeah.

guess what i do when i bored? publice my hp no.
um yahh...
damn it people im freakingly bored. prank call me or smth. haha. my hp no is somewhere in my previous entries... go figure, baby~*

Finished my Lit CA.

2005-02-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

finally finished my lit ca seh. took a damn long time to do. ive printed out mine, khai's and rai's and now im waiting for aisha to send hers for me to print on msn. cepat ler kak oiii. wakakakakakz.

today is dead. as in boring lah. gotten back my higher malay compo ca and guess how much i score? a pathetic 41/70. hah. im dont really care actually. did our gym today in pe also. i think my group is quite good. we got all the steps :) but then ah, no one of us can do any cartwheels or headstands. so sad sia. csp today was just fucking assholic. esp that babi berendam. gi mampos sua babi. muker macam babi nak mampos. she told us that's another ca this monday... like WTF sak. go and die lah. and then aisha's hp rang and she confiscated it. she scolded aisha till aisha cry sia. and still want to compare with the smart indian csp girls. I TELL YOU SHE'S SO DAMN FUCKING BIASED and racist. kesian seh aisha. luckily she got her hp back.

went to the lib with bahiah and huda today. hahahah. borrowed books and then went home in my dad's car. :)

Today's parade = AWESOME.

2005-02-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

wheeeee i'm in a good mood today :D lalalalala. today's been great so far. started school with history. mrs yeo briefed us about the history project. sounds cool actually. but im too lazy. next was english. woohoo we had a mini-debate about whether women are more suitable to stay at home. my group was choosen to be against. haha. funnn. can't wait to have more debates. then it was music. did some worksheet and research in the comp lab about orchestra. after recess, it was higher malay. we had a test. and we don't even know it. haha. but nevermind it was pretty okay. i managed to get 75 words for the summary. was dismissed at 12. phew good thing no peer buddy session today. oh btw, miss hamidah told us if we do well in the 3rd session, hopefully we'll get 3 CIP hours. that sounds cool. i don't really mind though. being a peer buddy is funnnn. but then ah, after the 3rd session, there will be no more sia! haizzz.

anyways. had np today. wheeeee. started it with unit activity. blah blah blah it's boring. we just go through the stupid np rules. haha. then it was drills. learnt ke kanan/kiri hormat. shiokk. saw azlyn!!! hahaha. i was like "eh this girl damn familliar sia" and then somehow, i just slipped out "hiiii azlyn." hahah. she's very nice lehh. anyway back to the topic. after drills was knots & lashings. learnt the square lashing. yep. pretty tricky though. and finally it was dismissal time so all of us falled in in the netball court. and guess what? we all decided to fall in at the same time and we did it baby. it was like woahhhh. hahahah. our maams minus off some of our punishments. wheee. we're going to do that all the time from now on :D

took bus 31 with aisha, ezza, sab, bahiah, hajjar, syikin. me and aisha so memekak ah singing songs. then ezza was like termenong-ing here and there. wahahahah. thinking of someone eh?? then we did this lame dance about who ezza likes. like chickens sak kitorang. wahahahahah, giler babi. but funnnnnnn.

in conclusion, TODAY WAS FUNNNNNNNNN. YAY. hahahahahha. :D

Slack, slack, slack!

2005-02-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

oh man im feeling damn lethargic now. i freakingly don't know why. been feeling tired all awhile. and i had an headache just now. ugh.

we had a new substitute for higher malay. cikgu wardha. she totally look like osha sia. :O freaky. khai's in love with her now. wahahhahaa. the way she dresses and talk is like osha also. but of cos lah she's not sarcastic. haha. she's niceeeeee. yup.

english was boring. lots of people told me that ms ann pierced her belly button? woah. malay some more. what telah happened to world man? heh. *shakes head* tak senonoh.

then it was computer studies. had fun sia. we could do anything we wanted to. so me and aisha went and tag merapek at khai's and ezza's blogs. wakakakkakaz. kept laughing and laughing.

during legacy, we needed to group up and discuss what to make for the board game for familires to play and communicate well. brainstormed few ideas and me, aisha, fad and nadh settled on "the royal family". wheee. not really sure how the game goes though. but we'll see :)

finally it was art. wtf sia i need to make one more poster because the total defence one is not in used anymore. what a waste of paint and energy. but actually, i don't really mind. since i'm bored most of the times. hah.

me, khai, nad, rai, bahiah and ezza went to century square after school today and ate at long john silver's, my favvourite place. haha. yummeh. after that went to the library, but i can't fucking borrow books because my loan quota is reached. ugh damn it lah. i'd already pick 3 books which look interesting and in the end, i couldn't borrow them. haiz.

im seriously hungry now. hah.

blah.

2005-02-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate to be at home. there would surely be quarrels between me and my parents/brother everyday. confirm. i hate it. i fucking hate it. i like being in school better. so much more freedom? not really. so much more peaceful. yeah. bloody ah.

had a substitute for maths called miss ching. oh god. this teacher is so freaky she reminds me of that sec 1 girl next door. hahaha. i'm so mean sia. but yah, she's absolutely freaky. and the way she dresses... it's like something grandmas would want to wear and also with that hairclip of hers. i can tell she's young lah but when she wears those kind of outfits, it makes her look very old. in conclusion, she totally has no sense of fashion. yup.

mr ho is so selenger. hahahahah. durrr.

lit was damn boring. i don't really like how miss ang taught us... it's very um, little info? plus, it's boring. where are the games???

during recess, i wasn't able to have a diet. HAHA. damn ah. the food all bloody tempting sia so i just ate. haiz. how to go on diet like this? wtf my parents think im fat. ugh. whatever sak. oh btw, there's a new food stall... think i'm gonna try the food tomorrow. hee.

history was bloody, bloody, bloody boring and i ter-slept but straight away answered question seh when mrs ho asked the class questions. wahahahah. im so cool. yet weird sia. right. so funny, i mean the way i immediately wake up and understand whatever mrs ho said.

we cooked grilled chicken and lemon tea drink for home econ! yumm. i love my chicken but wtf, i left my container in school sia. my drink was too sour. i love syaz's one... so nice! then ms seah briefed us about the SAs and shits ah. who cares.

i decided to change my mind about asking tan kk for the csp withdrawal form today. hahah. guess why? because we proposed to go to china or something for our csp. cool right? hopefully the vp accepts our proposal. yeah. this friday, we're gonna have a small party sia. wheee. but tan kk is too kedekut siak. yah.

went home with aisha, nad, ezza, sab and amirah 1/7. amirah allighted at temasek sec's bus stop and the rest of us allighted at the SCGH's bus stop. i so extra sia. i mean they all can go back directly in bus 17 but for me, i have to walk from afghanistan there. except that i took 291. too lazy to walk sia. haha.

and how the freaking hell do i make the skirts?!

I don't like Sundays.

2005-02-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

ahhh damn i need to lose lots of weight. seriously. help me.

sundays are ALWAYS boring seh. basically did nothing except staring at tfucking computer. chatted with quite a number of ppl today. introduced ezza to my pri school fren. wahahaha. tagged her blog and wrote her testis today. whee.

i love cheese prata. so yummy. and also indian mee goreng.

and no one sms-ed me. this is so pathetic sia. at least sms lah anyone who're reading this. haiz. so damn bored.

i need to make the damn skirts sia. haiz.

hide and seek SUCKED.

2005-02-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

decided to ponteng madrasah for fun. hahaha. even though i reached home at 2.30pm.

went for the cheerleading practice except it's more of a meeting. haha. the 2e5ivers also there. and the skirt design is the same as ours. -_- 3 of their cheers lines the same as ours. wow this is such a huge coincidence. yes. i think they searched the net for cheers, like what i did. haiz.

anyways after me, khai, rai, nad and aisha went to bugis junction to catch a movie. watched hide and seek. damn ah i regret wasting my money on that sia. so freaking BORING. i wanna watch constatine!!!!

maybe soon? i dunno.

now im freaking bored. haiz. sms me. or call? heh. yah i know i shouldn't give my no to strangers but im taking a risk. due to my fucking boredom.

so.

91177397
memorise that :)

Anugerah Planet Muzik

2005-02-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

you know, i really hate it when people make fun of me. bully me. even they though they take it as a joke. sometimes i think im too sensitive. well i am. so yeah. i hate it when people have enemies. yeah. you know like those wars and such. and also not to mention school problems.

k. anyways, i'm watching anugerah planet muzik now. wheee. hidup mati orang melayu. wakakakaz. i love malay pop/rock songs. i don't understand why some people don't appreciate them. heh. who cares. OMGAH SHEILA ON 7 IS STILL MY FAVOURITE ALL-TIME INDO BAND <333 wheee. and of cos lots more. :D heh. i love apm. taufik sang a diferrent song.. AT LAST SIA.

i think adi's insane. yes.

today in school we practiced the gym routine. using usher's caught up. had fun. i failed my chinese. got the lowest in class. hah. who the fuck cares. yeah. after school, went to tampines regional library with rai and amirah 1e7. borrowed books. whee. then me and rai went to look at our interests... COMPUTERS & IT. damn ah. we were like totally fascinated seh abeh kitorg go and bace2 those books. wakakakaz. semangat computerr yah.

Still doing my art assignment :|

2005-02-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

holy shit. it's 12.14 am now and ive just finished scanning and printing my art logo. ive not even finished drawing and colouring the small logos. ugh. so tired ah. but oh well. need to finish it by now...

today was alright. went to bugis after school with nad, khai, rai and bahiah. too lazy to scan the neoprints we took there now. funnn.

and i'm busy now. tata.

Stupid CI parade.

2005-02-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

first of all, OMGAH IS FRIENDSTER WORKING??? it's not right?? RIGHT? :O damn i want my riendster backkkkkkk!! it's like my life already. haizzz. :(

k.

today we had malay compo CA. freaking hell hard sia. so i choosed the question about adat resam nenek moyang kita. turns out that's the common question that most of us picked. don't think anyone choosed the peribahasa one. haha. so unknown. but i had a feeling i can guess the meaning. lalala.

so today, had the peer support section with 1e9. damn lah the sec 1s now are freaking NOISY. i'm in charge of the food category and they all want to bring this lah... that lah... what shit sia. of course lah i had fun though. heh. can't wait for the party? i bet. well... kinda.

and ohmahgawd today np is pathetic. fucking exhausting lah. i hate CIs. well duhh. everyone hates what. and the sun was blazing hot i almost burn. i felt dizzy sia just now but didn't tell anyone. who cares. CIs suck. hahaha. read lah and bitch about me cos i don't fucking care seh. but i dont think i can tolerate more if it's worse. obviously. i still won't quit np. of cos lah. doesn't mean because of fucking things, you want to quit right. at least it's quite tolerable.

so after np, i drank the whole 500ml bottle of vanilla coke and bought ice cream. mannn felt shiok sak. everyone drank A LOT. it's understandable lah. i was damn thirsty sia. later we all took bus 31. we're noisy lah due to the fact that we love talk. wakakakz. then saw that indian vs sec 2 guy whom i recognised since i was in pri sch even though his primary schools were griffiths and the st hilda's. hahaha. he lives near my house mah. so yah. went to tampines mart with fadhilah to buy mee goreng. so sedap seh. yumm. saw lots of east spring ncc people seh everywhere at tampines mart. haha.

omg im tired. -_- damn.

total defence day.

2005-02-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

wtf my hair is blue? :O :O :O stupid lightning.

omgah i made khai a converse layout! see, i'm too damn nice sia. wakakakakz. want to see? it's very black + red + orange = COOL COLOUR COMBINATION. hahaha. it's here http://zahidahistesting.blogspot.com ... so give comments yeah? XD

today is total defence day. k that's boring. *yawns*

anyways, today we had our science CA. ahhh hard seh. haiz. i really really really hope i've passed. :| k. got back my maths CA. got 23.5/40. can you believe it that's my FIRST time passing any maths test this year? :O yes im dumb and i hate maths. after school, the peer support buddies of 2e9 (me, aisha, raihan, flora and isabella) stayed back for a while to discuss about the peer support session tomorrow. nad and khai joined us also. and oh man, had lots of fun thinking of dirty things. HAHAHAH. and gee, this sec 1e7 girl is damn weird sia. doesn't mean that when we wave to people we need to know who they are first right. oh well. SHE'S WEIRD AND REAL FREAKY. but all of us just laughed and laughed and laughed... HAHAHAHA. wheeeeee.

gee i need to prepare my npcc stuff. tomorrow's CI parade. i think? damn. and also there's malay compo CA tomorrow. ughh.

Happy Valentines & Friendship Day!

2005-02-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

well, guess what. guess what. today is the Vday! hahah that's lame. everyoe is school is like practically wishing each other happy vday. especailly yanti. she went around hugging people. haha cute lah. lots of people were giving gifts. funnn. i got sweeets. and a flower. hee. =x

anyways. started school with the total defence video in the hall. we wer told that we were going to be given a ration card and has to exchange it for tapioca/sweet potato during recess. hmm. blah blah blah. then it was maths period. well it was supposed to be. but then mrs taufiq didn't come and mrs loh came in. was too lazy to open my maths textbook cos i was to busy studying chinese. and my brain just couldn't take in all those characters. luckily didn't burst sia. pening nak mampos. next was higher malay period. did the karangan corrections and stuff. ahhh DAMN karangan CA this wed. wtfh. wtfh. wtfh. aiyohz. after malay was historyyyyy. had the history source based questions CA. aha good thing it wasn't difficult.

now comes to the exciting part. RATIONING! lalalala. exhanged my card for tapioca. hmm not really tasty but i kinda like it though it's plain and not sweet. i seriously love sweet potato! so nice. as for the drinks, we had to drink from the water coolers. did this rationing exercise in memory of the ww2. neat.

after recess is science. seriously, mr ho is really belo. hahahah. he's so selenger and blurr. but good lah. that means i can eat sweets in class with him realising. heh. i still don't understand wtf-ever he's talking about. -_- haiz. and tomorrow is the science CA. i tell you, i'm really DEAD meat sia. next was home ec. were cooking mee goreng and then the sirens sounded. so leceh sia. had to go to the field for fire drill practice. and mrs loke said on the speaker that there's a fire in the science lab. we all were like "righttttttt." and blah blah blah it was time for csp. meaning chinese CA. fuck ah. i totally screw it sia. i can't answer ALMOST ALL the bloody questions. I WANNA QUIT CSP!! like totally.

hmmmm. i've been researching about cheers. founded a lot of good ones. XD. can't wait to make the skirts. wheee.

HAPPY VDAY! ♥

I hate CSP!!!

2005-02-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

fuck csp. i seriously want to quit. i think i'm going to ask for the withdrawal form tomorrow. and tomorrow there's csp CA. UGH. damn it. i can't freaking get these characters to be in my freaking head!! screw it. damndamndamn. -_- I HATE CSP!!!!!!!!

alright people. i'm stressed up. there's history test tomorrow too. but i'm not so worried about it. i worry about that fucking csp lah. i know i shouldn't give a damn, but i just don't want to get a 0 on ANY test at all. ahhh. i so regret applying for it sia.

anways. im not able to study. why? i freaking have no idea. my brain is too small. i wish im a genius. sigh. like real.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.

I kinda love madrasah...

2005-02-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

i find madrasah fun these days. haha. dunno why but i kinda look forward to coming to madrasah. perhaps that i learn so much about stuff. and i freaking dunno why that i'm excited to looking forward to madrasah camp in june, which is gonna be held outside singapore. heh. i don't think i mind all those beribadah-ing stuff we did last year like sembahyang tahjud and etc... quite fun actually. i wish to change. hopefully soon. hahah.

i just came back from madrasah. though i don't really have friends there, i like it there. first we had fardhu ain lah. ustazah salamah explained all the haji and umrah rules. so complicated. but sounds exciting enough. can't wait to go there in the future. next we had tafsir with ustaz malik. haha. he's a funny guy lah. tak abes2 ckp pasal teens bgr problems. he's a counsellor what. and he always smile. but kinda weird when he speaks. heh. then we had akhlak with ustazah rosminah. talked about adab-adab al-quran. cool.

actually i was supposed to go to nadh's house in the morning lah to study fucking chinese but somehow i don't feel like it. so yah. slept until past 10 and aisha, khai, nad, nadh already there. all waiting for me sia. so they call and i said that i don't want to go. sorry ah guys for making you ppl wait. i can't be bothered to continue csp. i'm gonna quit right after that stupid project. mhmm. and plus, i didn't want to ponteng madrasah today... heh.

i've finished reading the malay novel "merenang gelora" by ruslan ngah which i borrowed from jannah yesterday, who borrowed from musfirah. i love the story. though the way the characters speak is so "malaysia". i mean so melayu lah. bahasa baku gitu. i just love malay novels. maybe i want to become a malay reporter someday. just maybe. but i'm never, ever gonna be a teacher like what my parents want me to. -_- huh.

told my parents someday ago that in the future i wanted to own a big company... but they were so dicouraging seh. they were like "eh jangan nak berangan lah... pandai pon tak abeh nak berangan. jadi cikgu sudah." wtf seh. nevermind. gonna prove to them. haha. chedebah. well, hopefully lah.

felt like going to the library to borrow books but too lazy. so yah. my tummy is growling. -_-

OH BTW. does anyone want a gmail invite? i have 50 left. gmail is weirdddd. is like everyone who has a gmail account has 50 invites. might as well make the email service free for everyone to sign up right. in case some don't know what gmail is, it means google mail. it provides like 1000mb of space. lots right. anyways, should i change my email add? i dunno. :| i love hotmail too much. hmm...

blah

2005-02-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

oh god. why is friendster so pink? ew.

blah im so tired that im lazy to type out about today. basically, nothing much happened lah. so yah.

I'M IN LOVE WITH STORY OF THE YEAR. yeah babyyy. wheee.

Pics that were taken on CNY EVE after school.

2005-02-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

this pic is seriously lame ah. but i like how im in the "middle" in the pic. wahahahah.

waddahell ah. rai, me, aisha. so funny leh.

eheh. cik pon maner plak ni. at tm outside pretty in tokyo.

rawr!!! me and aisha lions ah. pe ntah.

aku mak ayam! eww i hate this pic sia. i look fat. -_-

???

SEE ME DOING KUNGFU! like real.

oh yes. ezza does step cute. hehhh.

bahiah so cute lah!!!

wahahaha. nice contrast eh. though the pic is blurry, due to rai's shaky hands. haha.

ah ni mepek. i was trying to put on bah's powder. -_-

NI LAGIIII MEPEK. eee. yuck.

still got lots of pics more but bahiah only give me the ones which i'm in. hahah.
THANK YOU BAHIAH!!! ^_^ my mami monker. cayang dier. wakakakakakz.

Xin Nian Kuai Le!

2005-02-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

ahah. it's the 2nd day already. im late. but who cares sia.

so. let me tell you about yesterday. went visiting and i collected $24 bucks! wheee! and that's just one house. after that when to bedok giant. wahlau. so little people sia. seriously. and lots of people were wearing red - including me. -_-

well as for today, i'm just chilling at home. so yah. how boring.

CNY EVE 2005.

2005-02-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

we finally performed our csp performance today sia. how embarassing. the whole school was like full of laughter when the saw our performance. becos of the lame dikir barat lyrics lah. hahahah. then had to perfomed dang wo men. eeewww. we were not following the mep girls' music. sigh. actually, to be frank, i didn't really find performing on the stage with thousands of eyes looking at us nerve-racking. i was like "uhh okay". hahahah. oh yah overally, all parts of the cny concert suck ah. mepek jer ade.

anyways, went back to pri sch with bahiah and huda. first went to yumin lah but then lots of ppl are not there. then go to chongzheng. sheesh. the new sec 1s ah... SO DAMN MANY FROM VS SIA. eee so kental. and those sec 1 cedarians nak step seh when they saw us. they sang the tk ke mama song. ish. sebok jer. lots of my good friends didn't come though i recognised many ppl. lots of mats outside the school. haiz.

then we had to go to tm lah to watch constatine with khai, aisha, nad, nadh, rai and yanti. they reached cs already and had to wait a long time for us to come. ugh. blame the stupid buses for being so late ah! too bad nadh can't stay really long so we didn't watch the movie cos it was at 3 pm. so yah. went to long john's to eat. yumm. then take neoprints! wheeee.

me, khai, rai, bahiah and huda bought a pressie for hamiza! hehh.

hmm huda, bahiah, nad, rai... you can save these pics. scanned for you guys already. yep.

i look like a cat. everyone says so also. -_-

waddahel were we thinking seh.

ahah. tak step pon aku tgk.

ni lah org ckp biol.

hehh cute ah this pic.

i think i like my espression. but then so lame.

click on it!

the eve of the eve of cny 2005!

2005-02-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

hah. wrote lots of testis for those feb birthday kids on my friends list! haha yup.

so. anyways. i made a pink pouch for my fake gucci wallet during home ec. hahaha. no life mah. was supposed to complete the stupid doll but ugh didn't feel like it so i took some pink cloth and lace and started to machine them. hahaha. fun. i think i'm going to make a handphone pouch someday. must buy fabrics. hehehe. so fun seh!

got csp today. we practicesd dikir barat for cny tmr. aiyohz. so scary ah. perform of the WHOLE SCH. then must sing the more we get together in chinese. ahhhh. how to face myself in school. WHOLE SCHOOL WILL BE LOOKING AT US. i think all the sec 2 csp students are pretified now. hahah. but seriously. scary ah. -_-

going back to pri sch tmr wif bahiah. she go to yumin, i'll go to chongzheng. hahaha. after that, we're meeting aisha, khai, nad, nadh and they all ah at tm to watch constatine. wheeeeeeee. MUST BE BLARDY GOOD AH. hahahah.

today me, aisha, and nad go home together lah. we took bus 31. lots of ppl aboard. broadrick, tkg, victoria, ite lah. wadever shit ah. then when it was time for nad and aisha to alight at changi hospital, nad said she lost her hp. and like the whole bus heard. so the minah ITE yg kat blakang semue are like "eh asal ngan deytu? hilang hp ahh?". abeh skali. nad ckp "eh it's in my pocket." HAHAHA. satu bus ketawer sehhhh. esp. the minahs. then the kental victorians tgk jer kitorg. hahaha seriously i cant believe that the upper sec level also got nerdy ppl ahhh. HAHAHHA. kk. sorry ah ppl from vs. jk.

sooooo yah. i'm going to bring my tote bag tomorrow! wheeeeee. ketot. ahahahah. pe jer seh. k lah smekomz.

ps. AKU SUKE KACAU ORG NYER BLOG AND TAG MEPEK. HAHAHAHAH.

Freak!

2005-02-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

Jason Lim, you're simply DISGUSTING.

Anyways. Changed the video. Enjoy.

2005-02-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

gee it's been along time since i did my last drawing in my sketch book. mhmm. maybe i'll make some later lah. I WANT TO JOIN COURSES. and of cos, maths tuition. but whereeeeeeeee or whereeeeeeeee? sigh.

i wish my school offers aep instead of mep. -_- nvm.

so today. i woke up at 1. hahahah. my normal routine lah. eat some pulut kuning and now im staring at my comp while eating bicuits. how boring. i still haven't bath ya know. hehehhe.

k i'm so borredddd. as usual. SMS ME, PEOPLE.

91177397

isitallornothingatall?

2005-02-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

listening to o-town's all or nothing. hah. i know lah it's an all song but it's just so... nice? yeah guess so. anyways, some things change for madrasah. now we're going to have like a timetable. so one ustaz/ustazah for each subject - fardhu ain, tauhid, tafsir. i got ustaz malek for tafsir. he's young. and he's awesome lah. very gentleman-like. but no of cos i don't have a crush on him. hahahah. the sound of having a crush on an ustaz is sooo bluek. wakakakakaz. the guys in my class so like what seh. kental. and mat-ish. but then they're funny lah.

today is bapak's birthday. aka nadirah's birthday. also aka sponge's birthday. yup yup. sorry lah i don't have anything to give but HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY <333 hope you had fun. and ew youre old. hahaha.

cokes are addictive. sheesh. i've drank like glasses of cokes today. -_-

i need something.

Everybody dreams.

2005-02-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

i dream. for something.
waiting for it to become reality.
ahah.

Untitled lah.

2005-02-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

Was just reading some people's blogs and kinda felt like ugh. Haha. All they talk is love ah? Kay I've never been in that situation so I think I'll shut up.

But... eee so geli seh. hahah.

I like you!

2005-02-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

http://dingo.care-mail.com/cards/flash/5407/ilikeyou.swf
omg people go watch. so cute sak. hahahahhahaha. can't stop smiling. now i think im insane. but then again, I'M INSANE 24/7. kwang kwang kwang!

started school with science test. pretty easy. mr ho is like forever selenger seh. hahah serious. i and aisha were like eating sweets and he didn't even realise. that time, khai just listen to her discman just like and he didn't even realise. wheee! FUN.

next there was maths spring test 2. ugh. i fucking hate maths. just not my thing. in jc still have to take maths seh. now im considering of going to poly. aisha also. hahahah. i wanna go to temasek poly design sch! maybe get in visual communications or something. do graphic art. whoopee doo. but if im smart enough lah, i'd probably wanna go to temasek jc, victoria jc, tampines jc or meridian jc. hah. too early to think about it lah.

then english. poor bella! got scolded by miss ann. wtf. after that was history. boringggg.

i think my lit group sucks. :| i mean our script is like so damn short and the ppl in my group so not enthu. and tomorrow's the dramatisation. surely get low marks for lit CA sia. ugh. i'm so freaking jealous when i look at other groups' work, especially elizabeth's group. so nice sia!! everyone is enthu and acted well.

oh well. just wish me luck anyway,

during assembly, khai had to give the talk about the care & share week sale collobaration with the guides. us - me, aisha, yanti and etc - so de semangat sak. we're like the loudest when we cheered for khai. did the s-in-gapore clap. and everyone in the hall turned back to look at us. sheesh. how embarassing.

after csp, me and my dad went to find the brown twine and we found it at tampines spotlight. then went to tampines mall to look for colourful straws but can't find. sighhhs.

No CI parade.

2005-02-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

So the CIs decided to take only the Sec 4s for CI parade. Woohoo.

I love today's parade. First there was PT but this time PT was damn fun sia. Should do like this all the time. Next is knots and lashings, really cool. Then it was drills, also fun. Haha. The Sec 1s so little sia... 19 people? Like wtf. And so many are appealing. Ish ish ish.

And yah, according to M Fatimah, we Sec 2s suddenly look powerful. Hmm.

Anyways, tomorrow there's a science CA. UGH. I've not even open my book.

Ladeedaaa.

2005-01-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

Whee, tag-board.com is back! <3 So yeah, I switched back to it. Also changed the video. Hmm.

Today was quite fun lah in madrasah. Now it's mixed, meaning guys + girls. I like my ustazah, she's so funny and nice, haha.

Other than that, I have nothing to do. Add me or smth lah: insatiablexx@hotmail.com k.

wAkAkAKAkKkakAZzzz!

2005-01-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

yay! omgggg i love me! zaza is a beautiful asshole. she likes to silat with me. she likes cheese anddd bananas! yay! we silat together gether rite? you are the shit :) yayyy

LiKE OmG YoU aR e The HolY Hole!
Lyk WhAtEVA!

EEEWWW.

kay lah kay bye!
~nadirah hacking zaza's stooopid account

Oh what a fucking fuckity day.

2005-01-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

I think I wanna type in malay + little english. So here goes my fucking assholed post.

babi sak diorang. ingat diorang tu saper ah? rajer? puteri? pegi mampos sua. aku mcm nak maki2 sak kat depan muker diorang. orang nyer pasal ah nak buat aper kitorg suker. sebok jer. dah belah tu, buat kejer belah jer lah. ugh. korang mampos kitorg tak heran ah. muker happy lagi ade. harap2 korang kene accident ke, ape2 lah. merepek mcm taik apek ah. fuck fuck fuck. JUST PEGI JALAN AH. blah sua.

saket ah badan aku. esp my left hand. abeh letih jer. ish aku ni mcm regretting pulak seh.

newae, tgh burn kan cd for my fren lah abeh comp aku giler sak. pegi hang pulak. ughhhh. abeh skarang cd tu dah rosak. mcm mane ni!!! hari ni kan betol ah mcm babi. aku nyer blog byk vulgarities seh. BUT TAKE NOTE: I DON'T GIVE FUCKING DAMN WHO READ THIS. THIS IS MY RIGHT. i just hate some people to death.

dapat lcp nyer rank and safety first badge today. and im like "WADEVA" skarang.

Loving Even week Tuesdays.

2005-01-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hah. So relaxing. I mean the periods I had for today. HML, EL, CS, LEGACY, Art. No stupid maths and science. Whee.

Had the 2nd Buddy Training too. Quite boring ah considering Mrs Ho and the PSLs gave us a talk on how to handle the buddy sessions etc. Quite nervous about it lah.

Tomorrow there's NP. Ugh, full-u. How troublesome. -_- And I don't like some people cos they keep bitching about us. Go to hell ah.

Blogging on a Sunday night.

2005-01-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

You know, going out with your mums is boring, right? Right. My mum asked me to accompany her lah to TM/CS and just window-shop. Ate at Long John Silver's (wakakakakz. MY FAV FAST FOOD RESTAURANT <3). Continued window-shopping. I hate it when my mum just browsed and browsed at the bags and shoes. So that's when I went home by myself. Hah.

Anyways, why the fish won't tag-board.com work?! Fish ah. Aiyohz. I'm so damn freaking bored since yesterday. I NEED NEW FRIENDS!!! Not that I don't like my current friends lah, but you know, just to fill my boredom. I think I'm going to check out alamak.com. Hopefully no mats and minahs chatting. -_-

Pssttt... sms me anyone? :O So bored. Hmm.

Gahhh.

2005-01-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

OMGZ PEOPLEZ I NEED NEW FRIENDS *GASPGASPGASP*
kay. that's really random, huh.
anyways, I FREAKING BORED.
msn won't work.
fuck. ugh.
hmmm *thinks*
i'll tell you my hp no.
but NO ABUSING OF IT KAY?
shhh. it's 911 77 3 9 7.
combine it. wakakaz.
SMS ME LAH AIYOHZ.
so bored sia.

Ahhhh i'm so bored.

2005-01-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

Went to madrasah today but it was closed. Ugh. What a waste of energy sia. Kay anyways, I'm pretty much feeling really bored today so... I WANT TO CHAT. Well yeah. Add me insatiablexx@hotmail.com. Somebody recommend any good chat rooms or something? How boring. So yeah, talk to me lah.

Currently listening to Alicia Keys' Karma. Mhmmkay.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

2005-01-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hey you guys,

I wanna wish you a very Happy Hari Raya Aidiladha! Have fun beribadah-ing. I'm off to my relatives' house. Tata.

(Realised that my previous post was too vulgar. Shall cover it up... soon.)

Fuck to all the people I hate.

2005-01-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

Something to rant about.

Seen my title? Well, um, duh. And to all those fucking teachers and school mates (doesn't matter if you're a senior or junior or whatever shit), just fuck off. You people are just assholes. Well, of course, this only applies to some fucking people. The rest, I'm glad to say I love you. Heh. If you "terase", well then too bad, too sad.

Maths can go to hell. No, not the subject, but the fucking person who helps us to "learn". Yes, lots of people officially hate her now. Don't you realise that humans aren't perfect? And don't think that you're that fucking clever, fucking good, just fucking perfect. I bet you left your other side of your brain in hell. Why don't you just die? I'll be very much happy for you. Once I find your weakness, I'll blow you up. Just you watch.

Hah. I seem really harsh huh. Who the fuck gives a fucking damn shit. I'm just mad. Mad, mad, mad. Angry.

To the good side of me, I love all of you who has help me in many ways and being patient with me all the time. You people make me feel welcome, of course. Mmmkay. Stay that way and don't ever be fuckers. :) <3

Enough of my emotions.

PS: I'll be opening an online portfolio to showcase my artwork soon. Wheee. It's located at artlove.blogspot.com. So many things to do, so little time.

New ICs.

2005-01-20T10:47:00.000+08:00

Kay so I didn't have time to blog about yesterday so I blog todayabout yesterday lor. Had the parade with our new ICs - M F and M CT. Since I was in CSP, I got to miss PT lah. Wheeee. The CSP dikir barat thingy was lame but then again, quite fun lah. After all that shit, went for NP. Had to change full-u for drills. How troublesome. Shall not elobarate more cos I'm too lazy. Heh.

Now, I'm in Comp Lab 1 during recess... so boring siak.

Sec 2 Buddy Training

2005-01-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

I think I'm doomed for the rest of the year. Yes. History CA today sucked.

Anyways, had the peer support buddy training today. Buddies sound lame. Seriously. Rai didn't come, don't know why, so it's only me, Aisha, Flora and Isabella from 2e9. Got grouped into Sadrius Hip (HOW PATHETIC) with Hajjar, Quraisah, Amanda - all from 2e7 - and all the peer buddies from my class. Played these fun games. Wheee, guess we really did have fun.

Then we had talk about the characteristics about a leader and what not. Blah. Boring.

And NOW, I'm burning another CD for Khai. I'm like her CD-burner or something ... heh.

Fuck I'm still in the process of polishing my stupid NPCC boots and my mom is helping me sew the formation sign. How fucking ironic. We have to bring the full-u tomorrow, together with pt-kit, 1.5litre if water bottle each and lecture staff. Ugh. I don't think I have enough sleep everyday and I'll be sooo damn tired after school. -_- So sad right.

Damn it. History CA tomorrow.

2005-01-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ugh damndamndamn. I think I'm doomed. Tomorrow there's History CA and here I am burning CDs for Khai. -_- Fuckeranos. (HAHAHA I'm copying some Sec 1's quate... kwang kwang kwang.)

I think I need a new bestfriend. Someone who's not from TKGS.

OMG LIONS WON. WOOOOOHOOOOOO.

Yes, I'm bored.

2005-01-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

Fuck my MSN. It won't work. So now I have to use MSN Web Messenger. How pathetic. Anyways, add me on insatiablexx@hotmail.com if you want to chat or anything... I'm just so damn bored. (And oh, I so hope that my bro doesn't find my blog or else he would complained to my parents of how many curses I said. Wtf. -_-) I want to chat ah ppl. Talk talk talk. So boring sak.

And I want to learn how to cook but I have no freaking idea how to. :( So sad right. Ew, there's nothing on TV too and I'm all alone at home.

HOW FREAKING BORING.

CCA Day for the Sec 1s

2005-01-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

Whatever. Today was the CCA Day for the Sec 1s and I was in M Tahirah's group - Survival Cooking. Soooo damn glad that I got out of Drills section, haha. Not that I hate lah but it's troublesome right. So. The people in my group are M Tahirah, M Junaidah, M Syazana, Melissa, Xin Xuan and Yi Wen. Cooked stuff for the damn Sec 1s. Huh. They're like "I WANT MAGGI!!!" but I doubt they want to join. :| I think some of the Sec 1s suck. Just like what M Naz said. And Sec 1s SHOULDN'T BULLY SENIORS. What the fuck sia. Saw some blardy Sec 1s bullying M Diyanah. Ugh. Go to hell with them.

Anyways, me and people went to TM after school. And holy fishes! So many people but Taufik's album sia. And wtf I forgot to bring the receipt so I couldn't get my album. That's why I'm going now. Wheeeeeee! *is blessed*

I am so damn SORRY Sab!!!! :(

2005-01-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

I feel terrible. Very terrible. :( Sabrina's wallet is lost... all because of me, Aisha and Ezza. Inside there's her GIRO-paid EZ-link card and lots of money of the squad. K I shall described what happened...

Today the Drills section people were supposed to have their drills and the rest of the squad complete the souvenirs. Us three planned to go to Tanjong Katong Complex lah to buy artificial leaves for the cinnamon thingies so we collected money from those who have. Sab asked Ezza to keep her wallet. So we went out of school, but then I thought I was thirsty so I went into Day & Night and bought a drink lah. We came out and then waited for bus 135/76 but without realising, we accidentally left Sab's wallet on the bus stop bench when we saw the bus coming. Only when we reached Singapore Post, we realised that it's gone. :( Then I started to panic badly. Ezza and Aisha too. Went back to Day & Night to find the lost wallet but it was gone. Wtf. Who took it sia?! Went back to school looking scared so the Sec 4s asked us lah what happened. Told them with much hesitation lah. Haiz. Then the rest of the squad came back and Ezza and Aisha started crying (plus laughing a little). My eyes were dry that time so couldn't produce tears... yet. Everyone was like "Don't cry lahhh". Somehow, I started crying badly when I saw Sab crying because her EZ-link and wallet were lost. Due to the fact that me, Aisha and Ezza couldn't stand like almost the whole unit watching us, we went to level 3 and hid besides the band room and cried and cried. Of course lah, so terrible sia. And we were too scared that Sab's gonna get scoldings by her parents. :( Our crying was quite weird sia... it's like crying badly and laughing also. Yeah. After quite a time sitting there, decided to go back to the prefects' den (right?) and helped with the other souvenirs while Quraisah and Hajjar went to TKC with their own money which they chipped in and bought the leaves for like about... 10 bucks?

Only god knows how we felt. In conclusion, today sucks badly. UGH.

Anyways, I had to go home fast for mengaji so I went home with Bahiah. Oh yeah, I've just gotten to know that there's a new NPCC rule: TUCK IN YOUR NP TEE AND BRING FULL U FOTR EVERY PARDADE. WTF. This is another FUCKING horrible news. :( *cries* I hate bringing full uniform, it's SO TROUBLESOME. I wonder who the fucking hell made this fucking stupid ass rule. Kay, I FEEL BAD, you know. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. Can curse till forever ah.

PS. SABRINA, I'M TRULY TRULY TRULY SORRY. :( Cant apologise enough. Feeling too damn guilty sia. :(

First parade of 2005.

2005-01-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

Oh em gee, my legs are still aching from the parade we had today sia. Ugh, now NPCC parades are on every wednesy from 2pm to 5pm. I still prefer Saturdays seh. But anyhoo, after we were dismissed from lessons at 12pm, we like just slack ah. Thought of going to Parkway but then somehow, blah blah blah, we just decided to eat in the canteen. Hahah. *acts like khai* How ironic is that. So yeah fall in at 2, did the attendance and shit. First there was P.T. I so freaking hate it sia... C.T., in my opinions, is SO much better, heh. We had to run and run and run and shit ah. Then I had an asthma attack. Wtf. Every time it's like that. So yeah, fall out and took a reast while others continued with their P.T.

Then it was drills. Haha, sooooo fun, though it's tiring lah. And whaddahell, I kept messing up my timing with my drills. Ugh. Learned a new drill today. Wheee. Ezaa, Sab, and Jas K. were feeling unwell... poor them. :( After that there was squad interaction. Niceee. Funny to think that in Sec 1, we don't really talk that well to our ICs, probably because we thought that everyone looked down on us, but anyway, it was really interesting, heh. Shall not tell you details due to my laziness.

Finally it was the Unit Activity. Pretty relaxing. We had sing-a-long session. So we sang the NP songs and stuff ah. Then we were dismissed. My legs were still shivering and they still are now. The muscles ah. Aiyohz. Heh.

Whutz a day!

2005-01-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hah I think every Tuesday of the Even week is like the best days! First there's only 2 heavy subjects - eng and malay - which in my opinion is not hard at all. Then after that, it's just CS, recess, legacy and art! Wheeeee. So basically today is the day where we slack lah. Everyone said I'm too semangat in making the art folio -_- Hahahs. But I love art mah. What to do.

So... there's NP for the people who were selected to be in the drills section for UG Promotion Day this Saturday. Did some cool drills. Funnnn, except that we Sec 2s look like bdk sesat maner ntah. Haha. But unfortunately some seniors saw some of the stupid posters we made and just laughed like that. I was like wtf seh. But good thing ler I didn't make any posters, wakakakakaz. Then, somehow, M T went to us and asked for someone to go in her Cooking section. Then blah blah blah, I got in, haha. I think it's better than drills (not that i hate drills) because if you're in the drills, you'll have to bring the FULL NP uniform... which is a huge troublesome for me, heh. That's why I volunteered lah and I was realeased one hour early. Met Ezza at the canteen with the stupid souvenirs we did. We waited for like an hour till the rest were dismissed.

Anyways, took the bus 31 to go home. Our clique was like the damn loudest in the bus sia. Haha. Even the VS guys didn't talk loudly seh, but I just found out that they are like nerdy types, probably Sec 1s, hahahahs. So. There was this upper sec malay VS guy who sat in front of us alone and I didn't he was eavesdropping at our stupid and lous conversations hich consists of like youngsters these days and whatever shit ah. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Pretty lame if you ask me, but it was cool, haha, cos it was like a debate or something.

OH OM GEE I KEPT SINING "PULANGKAN" THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY!!! GO ZAZA!!! Wakakakakakaz. :D

And then blah blah blah, I need to go to sleep now. Night.

Zombieee! Pulangkan...

2005-01-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

I added the music (with buttons). Yay. ~~My current favourite song though it's a really old one. Haha. Zombie by The Cranberries.~~OMG I LOVE MISHA OMAR'S PULANGKAN!!!!!

Artis : MISHA OMAR
Lagu : Pulangkan (Soundtrack Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam)

Lagu : Ajai
Lirik : Habsah Hassan & Shuhaimi Baba

Seharum bunga yang menggoda
Sekadar dipandang usah dipuja
Kau pasti tak percaya
Kasih ku bukan,
Untuk mu, sayang

Tiada ku sangka kau sungguh kejam
Kau rampas segalanya yang kau dendam
Namun takkan bahgia kehidupan mu
Bila bunyi bersatu
Kau milik ku

Korus:

Misha : Pulangkan cinta hati ku
Ezad : Oh hentikan lah menghantui ku
Misha : Pulangkan oh pulangkan lah pada ku
Ezad: Ku pulangkan kesan hidup mu
Misha: Yang dikau musnah tanpa relaku
Ezad : Bebaskanlah maafkan daku, oh kasih

Tiada kemaafan di sini
Kau ragut degupan hati ku ini
Akan ku jejakimu, kemana jua
Hingga akhir masa, sayang.....
------------------------------------

Anyways.
We started out today with Maths periods as the first period. Though I don't think anyone in 2e9 likes Mrs T, it was quite okay. We had Sci after that and wheee Mr Ho is like the selenge-st teacher I ever met. Haha. He's really a weird guy yet never fail to amuse us without him even realising, heh. Then it was Lit. Stupid CD-Roms not working. After recess was History, and oh em gee, it's pretty obvious that the class is so not responsive, heh. I'm like trying to answer all the questions Mrs Yeo asked, haha. Then finally it was Home Ec. We made Lemon Barley drink. It was ok lah but too sour for my taste so I couldn't finish it. Had the freaking CSP after school. Blah bkah blah I'm quitting it soon, I hope. After the school hours, the active sec 2 NP cadets stayed back to continue with the stupid sec 1 souvenirs, heh.

That's pretty all that happened today. Boring. Entertain me. Talking about that, I feel like chatting in a chat room. Suggest me a room where there are teens but no mats and minahs? :) Heh.

EW WTF MY MSN IS NOT WORKING SIA! :O

This goes on and off eh.

2005-01-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hi. I think this is one of my worst habits. I mean I get active and blog and change layouts at the moment and the next moment the blog is dead. Alive, dead, alive, dead. Cool, huh? *sarcasm* Anyways, I got bought with the illustration layout I made so I thought this blog needed a change and ta-da, here come a lime green layout. Lime green = HOT COLOUR. Hahah. So what's up with me these days, huh. Well, I'm pretty busy with school now since school has started and yay, I'm a Sec 2. Haha, I'm so slow. There's pratically quite a number of changes in school so far, heh, for example our recess time. Now it's 10.20 to 11.05. Whee. Though the lower secs have to clear the canteen by 10.40 to let the upper secs have their recess. And yes, we have new teachers too. 2E9's FMs are Miss Ang and Mrs Loh. Miss Ang is like the sweetest teacher ever and Mrs Loh is totally the opposite. And most of us hate our Maths teacher. Like duhhh. She's so freaking ugh. And like she wants to tell the whole school how bad 2e9 is. Wtf. She doesn't know that her stupid attitude will scare students away and even those who're in need of help will be scared to approach her. Note to everyone: NOTHING IS PERFECT. So be that way and please don't expect 100% perfectness all the time.

Anyways, regarding the NPCC souvenirs for the Sec 1s CCA day. This time, I think our souvenirs are pretty awesome, not like before. And oh yeah, wtf is with MPP. She doesn't have to be like damn sucky, right. Too bad almost everyone hates her except her friends. We've put LOTS of efforts before (and LOTS of my mates never bother to help except the frequent ones) but she still criticised us like shit. Wtf. To all seniors, just becuse we're younger, it doesn't mean you guys have the right to look down at us or push us around.

Kay, I guess that's enough of ranting huh. Now to the not-bad news, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON TAUFIK'S ALBUM!!! *screams* Paid $17.90 already at a Sembawang Music Store branch in CS during the school holidays. Now it's just the matter of date, haha. I'm really excited about this. Talking about Taufik Batisah, please visit Taufik-B.net which is made and set up by my online webdesigning friends and me, and show us the support. :)

Hmm what else is there to blog about? Currently my mind is blank, so yeah. This is all, I guess.

Taufik melts my heart <333

2004-12-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

I Dream by Taufik Batisah

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

It doesn t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There s no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There s a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart

It doesn t matter rich or poor
Or the things you ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream

I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream

PS. I'M SOOOOOOOOO GONNNA BUY HIS ALBUM! AND YESH, I'M GOING TO MAKE A NEW LAYOUT SO STAY TUNED :D

WHEEEEE RAYER!

2004-11-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

okay sorry ler for not blogging. im really busy. but im so going to blog bout today. HELL FUN SIA. really. and yesterday also. yup. went out with my primary school friends... the so-called normal people haha.

on monday, theres me, nadiah, rika, zahirah, fatin, nazihah, hamiza, hazirah, meutia, meutia's friend, ammar's sis, ammar, faris, luqman, fadzilla, amirun and asyraf. met at tm mac at 9, but we were like waiting for 1 hour for meutia and her friend, azrin, to come. heh. went to haz's house, then fatin's, nad's, amirun's, ammar's, fadzilla's, asyraf's, luqman's, mine, rika's, zahirah's and farhana's. the boys went to faris' instead of farhana's. so yeah.

and today, theres me, nadiah, rika, hazirah, fatin, fatin's sis, ammar's sis, ammar, faris, amirun, khairul, ruzaini, shafiq, asyraf. the rest couldn't come. right. met at tm mac again. supposedly at 10 but i woke up at 10. haha. so sleepy ah. then i reach there like about 11. wait for ppl to come till 11. haha. aiyohz. went to shafiq's house, then cikgu aminah's, cikgu siti aminah's, mdm zubaidah. so few house. thought of going to the movies after that, but maghrib already. the boys still went though.

ammar weird sak. haha. seriously. instead of playing with the other guys, he mixed with us girls. lol. not then we mind lah. mulut kau becok ah mar, skali aku lesing, padan muker kau. melayang gi pluto. haha. kidding ler. eh one more thing. ammar and fatin jer yg bawak adik... hmmm. ade pape ke ni... manelah tau. haha.

anyways, for the past days and week is really fun though i conclude that jalan rayer with primary school friends (especially last yr) was better than others. sorry for those who think this is offensive. heh, maaf zahir & batin tau. dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. camat ari rayer~

AHHHH I STILL GET SO LITTLE MONEY. wtf. :O

2004-11-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

Oh look what I did yesterday out of boredom :D
http://track48.org/scan001.jpg

lalala boring.

2004-11-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

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