-- renege. / ANEWSTART ;

20050228

Ex-Sec 4s came back to collect their results.

hah wonder how my ex-seniors did. saw that there's quite a number of people who got at least 6 A1s and above. wow. congrats, man. i don't think i'd be able to get like that. haha. unless i'm someone like nadhirah and syazana. hehh.

so i saw a lot of them loitering in school anxiously waiting for their results before 12. some people changed a lot sia. haha. well, a lot, i guess. this year higher mother tongue sec 4s got their last yr's O level mother tongue paper too. some smiled and some cried. hmm. my turn's next year seh. ugh.

anyways, started school with maths, followed by higher malay, history, recess, science (lab) and lastly home econ. for home econ, we went to tanjomng katong complex for the supermarket tour. bleh. won some food, haha. we have to do a write-up about it. damn it lah.

homework for today: home econ report-writing & IAP children's party task analysis, maths, higher malay.

feeling too lazy sia. haiz.

♥ Zahidah

20050227

O Levels results tomorrow.

good luck to 2004's batch of sec 4 tkgians! and also to all other's who took their O levels last year... all the best yeah!

:)

♥ Zahidah

20050226

Getting soaked is what I call COOL-ing.

today is definitely interesting.

wahahahahahah. look at the title of this entry.

k i shall tell you guys a story of a day in my life. today we're supposed to go for cheerleading practice in school at 8.30am. so i left my house at 7.30 and met nadirah and huda at simei mrt. went to school together but when we reached the school's back gate bus stop, it started pouring heavily. and none of us brought an umbrella. no choice then. haha. we ran like mad to the school main gate because the back gate is lock and met aisha there. wheee. went to sign in at the general office but nad and aisha were wearing jeans and they saw mdm khoo whom made them run away from her. wahahahha. scared of getting booked lah. anyhow, me and huda signed in because we were wearing the correct uniforms and we have ez-link cards with us. nad and aisha went to hide at the 2nd floor. ahahha. lameeee. huda and i then went to the void deck lah and we saw the 2fivers practicing their cheer and routines. no niner was there seh. aisha and nad called us to go upstairs and meet them la. we finally decided to leave the school and eat at banquet. so me and huda signed out while nad and aisha escaped. hahahah.

since we had no umbrellas at all, we ran like mad lah and were 101% soaked! so damn wet sia. my shoes were fill with rain water. got on bus 135 and went to parkway! the bus driver was like "tsk. tsk." hahahahah. everyone were looking at us lah. so cold too. so anyway, went to banquet to eat. yummmmmmm. but we were freeeezing lah. haha. poor aisha and nad. their jeans were heavyyyy with water. hahah. somehow after a long time being in parkway, our clothes dried. yay. went to mph to buy someone her birthday presents. hahah. i tell you, it's DAMN LAME. HAHAHAHAHAHA. we can't stop laughing and crapping seh. well to the person who's getting this, LEARB TO LOVE YOU GIFTS AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. can't wait to see her reactions... hmm.

after all that excitement we went home. heh. went to madrasah today. i learned how to do solat istisqak! it means to pray for rain, since recently (exceptions for today) the weather is damn hot. and ustazah salamah selected me to do a demo in front of the class. sheesh. so embarassing sak. that sec 4 aidil was choosen to do also. during tafsir, we analysed surah al ghassiyah. about hari kiamat. it's really interesting. then, in akhlak, ustazah rosminah gave us work to do. pretty easy. all we have to is to give our opinions. i heard the guys say "eh camne nak buat seh..". man, just think lah. aiyohz. hmm yah so that's all about it.

there's a csp test this monday. WHAT THE FUCK. ughh. screw the damn test. i so can't pass sia. i hate csp. i hate csp. i hate csp. but i don't wanna quit now cow we MIGHT go to shanghai and i definitely don't want to miss that.

♥ Zahidah

20050225

Cheerleading.

had cheerleading practice after school today. basically all we did was the beginning of the cheer and all lah. kept crapping abou though. poooor huda, she had gastric. get well soon kay? wahahahah. :) my mom just bought the cloths for $16.50 in total but damn it, there was no receipt. so most probably each one of us cheerleaders have to fork out $1.30 each if we can't claim it from the class fund. btw, i totally adore the pink cloth!!! IT'S SO PRETTY. haha yeah.

guess what i do when i bored? publice my hp no.
um yahh...
damn it people im freakingly bored. prank call me or smth. haha. my hp no is somewhere in my previous entries... go figure, baby~*

♥ Zahidah

20050224

Finished my Lit CA.

finally finished my lit ca seh. took a damn long time to do. ive printed out mine, khai's and rai's and now im waiting for aisha to send hers for me to print on msn. cepat ler kak oiii. wakakakakakz.

today is dead. as in boring lah. gotten back my higher malay compo ca and guess how much i score? a pathetic 41/70. hah. im dont really care actually. did our gym today in pe also. i think my group is quite good. we got all the steps :) but then ah, no one of us can do any cartwheels or headstands. so sad sia. csp today was just fucking assholic. esp that babi berendam. gi mampos sua babi. muker macam babi nak mampos. she told us that's another ca this monday... like WTF sak. go and die lah. and then aisha's hp rang and she confiscated it. she scolded aisha till aisha cry sia. and still want to compare with the smart indian csp girls. I TELL YOU SHE'S SO DAMN FUCKING BIASED and racist. kesian seh aisha. luckily she got her hp back.

went to the lib with bahiah and huda today. hahahah. borrowed books and then went home in my dad's car. :)

♥ Zahidah

20050223

Today's parade = AWESOME.

wheeeee i'm in a good mood today :D lalalalala. today's been great so far. started school with history. mrs yeo briefed us about the history project. sounds cool actually. but im too lazy. next was english. woohoo we had a mini-debate about whether women are more suitable to stay at home. my group was choosen to be against. haha. funnn. can't wait to have more debates. then it was music. did some worksheet and research in the comp lab about orchestra. after recess, it was higher malay. we had a test. and we don't even know it. haha. but nevermind it was pretty okay. i managed to get 75 words for the summary. was dismissed at 12. phew good thing no peer buddy session today. oh btw, miss hamidah told us if we do well in the 3rd session, hopefully we'll get 3 CIP hours. that sounds cool. i don't really mind though. being a peer buddy is funnnn. but then ah, after the 3rd session, there will be no more sia! haizzz.

anyways. had np today. wheeeee. started it with unit activity. blah blah blah it's boring. we just go through the stupid np rules. haha. then it was drills. learnt ke kanan/kiri hormat. shiokk. saw azlyn!!! hahaha. i was like "eh this girl damn familliar sia" and then somehow, i just slipped out "hiiii azlyn." hahah. she's very nice lehh. anyway back to the topic. after drills was knots & lashings. learnt the square lashing. yep. pretty tricky though. and finally it was dismissal time so all of us falled in in the netball court. and guess what? we all decided to fall in at the same time and we did it baby. it was like woahhhh. hahahah. our maams minus off some of our punishments. wheee. we're going to do that all the time from now on :D

took bus 31 with aisha, ezza, sab, bahiah, hajjar, syikin. me and aisha so memekak ah singing songs. then ezza was like termenong-ing here and there. wahahahah. thinking of someone eh?? then we did this lame dance about who ezza likes. like chickens sak kitorang. wahahahahah, giler babi. but funnnnnnn.

in conclusion, TODAY WAS FUNNNNNNNNN. YAY. hahahahahha. :D

♥ Zahidah

20050222

Slack, slack, slack!

oh man im feeling damn lethargic now. i freakingly don't know why. been feeling tired all awhile. and i had an headache just now. ugh.

we had a new substitute for higher malay. cikgu wardha. she totally look like osha sia. :O freaky. khai's in love with her now. wahahhahaa. the way she dresses and talk is like osha also. but of cos lah she's not sarcastic. haha. she's niceeeeee. yup.

english was boring. lots of people told me that ms ann pierced her belly button? woah. malay some more. what telah happened to world man? heh. *shakes head* tak senonoh.

then it was computer studies. had fun sia. we could do anything we wanted to. so me and aisha went and tag merapek at khai's and ezza's blogs. wakakakkakaz. kept laughing and laughing.

during legacy, we needed to group up and discuss what to make for the board game for familires to play and communicate well. brainstormed few ideas and me, aisha, fad and nadh settled on "the royal family". wheee. not really sure how the game goes though. but we'll see :)

finally it was art. wtf sia i need to make one more poster because the total defence one is not in used anymore. what a waste of paint and energy. but actually, i don't really mind. since i'm bored most of the times. hah.

me, khai, nad, rai, bahiah and ezza went to century square after school today and ate at long john silver's, my favvourite place. haha. yummeh. after that went to the library, but i can't fucking borrow books because my loan quota is reached. ugh damn it lah. i'd already pick 3 books which look interesting and in the end, i couldn't borrow them. haiz.

im seriously hungry now. hah.

♥ Zahidah

20050221

blah.

i seriously hate to be at home. there would surely be quarrels between me and my parents/brother everyday. confirm. i hate it. i fucking hate it. i like being in school better. so much more freedom? not really. so much more peaceful. yeah. bloody ah.

had a substitute for maths called miss ching. oh god. this teacher is so freaky she reminds me of that sec 1 girl next door. hahaha. i'm so mean sia. but yah, she's absolutely freaky. and the way she dresses... it's like something grandmas would want to wear and also with that hairclip of hers. i can tell she's young lah but when she wears those kind of outfits, it makes her look very old. in conclusion, she totally has no sense of fashion. yup.

mr ho is so selenger. hahahahah. durrr.

lit was damn boring. i don't really like how miss ang taught us... it's very um, little info? plus, it's boring. where are the games???

during recess, i wasn't able to have a diet. HAHA. damn ah. the food all bloody tempting sia so i just ate. haiz. how to go on diet like this? wtf my parents think im fat. ugh. whatever sak. oh btw, there's a new food stall... think i'm gonna try the food tomorrow. hee.

history was bloody, bloody, bloody boring and i ter-slept but straight away answered question seh when mrs ho asked the class questions. wahahahah. im so cool. yet weird sia. right. so funny, i mean the way i immediately wake up and understand whatever mrs ho said.

we cooked grilled chicken and lemon tea drink for home econ! yumm. i love my chicken but wtf, i left my container in school sia. my drink was too sour. i love syaz's one... so nice! then ms seah briefed us about the SAs and shits ah. who cares.

i decided to change my mind about asking tan kk for the csp withdrawal form today. hahah. guess why? because we proposed to go to china or something for our csp. cool right? hopefully the vp accepts our proposal. yeah. this friday, we're gonna have a small party sia. wheee. but tan kk is too kedekut siak. yah.

went home with aisha, nad, ezza, sab and amirah 1/7. amirah allighted at temasek sec's bus stop and the rest of us allighted at the SCGH's bus stop. i so extra sia. i mean they all can go back directly in bus 17 but for me, i have to walk from afghanistan there. except that i took 291. too lazy to walk sia. haha.

and how the freaking hell do i make the skirts?!

♥ Zahidah

20050220

I don't like Sundays.

ahhh damn i need to lose lots of weight. seriously. help me.

sundays are ALWAYS boring seh. basically did nothing except staring at tfucking computer. chatted with quite a number of ppl today. introduced ezza to my pri school fren. wahahaha. tagged her blog and wrote her testis today. whee.

i love cheese prata. so yummy. and also indian mee goreng.

and no one sms-ed me. this is so pathetic sia. at least sms lah anyone who're reading this. haiz. so damn bored.

i need to make the damn skirts sia. haiz.

♥ Zahidah

20050219

hide and seek SUCKED.

decided to ponteng madrasah for fun. hahaha. even though i reached home at 2.30pm.

went for the cheerleading practice except it's more of a meeting. haha. the 2e5ivers also there. and the skirt design is the same as ours. -_- 3 of their cheers lines the same as ours. wow this is such a huge coincidence. yes. i think they searched the net for cheers, like what i did. haiz.

anyways after me, khai, rai, nad and aisha went to bugis junction to catch a movie. watched hide and seek. damn ah i regret wasting my money on that sia. so freaking BORING. i wanna watch constatine!!!!

maybe soon? i dunno.

now im freaking bored. haiz. sms me. or call? heh. yah i know i shouldn't give my no to strangers but im taking a risk. due to my fucking boredom.

so.

91177397
memorise that :)

♥ Zahidah

20050218

Anugerah Planet Muzik

you know, i really hate it when people make fun of me. bully me. even they though they take it as a joke. sometimes i think im too sensitive. well i am. so yeah. i hate it when people have enemies. yeah. you know like those wars and such. and also not to mention school problems.

k. anyways, i'm watching anugerah planet muzik now. wheee. hidup mati orang melayu. wakakakaz. i love malay pop/rock songs. i don't understand why some people don't appreciate them. heh. who cares. OMGAH SHEILA ON 7 IS STILL MY FAVOURITE ALL-TIME INDO BAND <333 wheee. and of cos lots more. :D heh. i love apm. taufik sang a diferrent song.. AT LAST SIA.

i think adi's insane. yes.

today in school we practiced the gym routine. using usher's caught up. had fun. i failed my chinese. got the lowest in class. hah. who the fuck cares. yeah. after school, went to tampines regional library with rai and amirah 1e7. borrowed books. whee. then me and rai went to look at our interests... COMPUTERS & IT. damn ah. we were like totally fascinated seh abeh kitorg go and bace2 those books. wakakakaz. semangat computerr yah.

♥ Zahidah

Still doing my art assignment :|

holy shit. it's 12.14 am now and ive just finished scanning and printing my art logo. ive not even finished drawing and colouring the small logos. ugh. so tired ah. but oh well. need to finish it by now...

today was alright. went to bugis after school with nad, khai, rai and bahiah. too lazy to scan the neoprints we took there now. funnn.

and i'm busy now. tata.

♥ Zahidah

20050216

Stupid CI parade.

first of all, OMGAH IS FRIENDSTER WORKING??? it's not right?? RIGHT? :O damn i want my riendster backkkkkkk!! it's like my life already. haizzz. :(

k.

today we had malay compo CA. freaking hell hard sia. so i choosed the question about adat resam nenek moyang kita. turns out that's the common question that most of us picked. don't think anyone choosed the peribahasa one. haha. so unknown. but i had a feeling i can guess the meaning. lalala.

so today, had the peer support section with 1e9. damn lah the sec 1s now are freaking NOISY. i'm in charge of the food category and they all want to bring this lah... that lah... what shit sia. of course lah i had fun though. heh. can't wait for the party? i bet. well... kinda.

and ohmahgawd today np is pathetic. fucking exhausting lah. i hate CIs. well duhh. everyone hates what. and the sun was blazing hot i almost burn. i felt dizzy sia just now but didn't tell anyone. who cares. CIs suck. hahaha. read lah and bitch about me cos i don't fucking care seh. but i dont think i can tolerate more if it's worse. obviously. i still won't quit np. of cos lah. doesn't mean because of fucking things, you want to quit right. at least it's quite tolerable.

so after np, i drank the whole 500ml bottle of vanilla coke and bought ice cream. mannn felt shiok sak. everyone drank A LOT. it's understandable lah. i was damn thirsty sia. later we all took bus 31. we're noisy lah due to the fact that we love talk. wakakakz. then saw that indian vs sec 2 guy whom i recognised since i was in pri sch even though his primary schools were griffiths and the st hilda's. hahaha. he lives near my house mah. so yah. went to tampines mart with fadhilah to buy mee goreng. so sedap seh. yumm. saw lots of east spring ncc people seh everywhere at tampines mart. haha.

omg im tired. -_- damn.

♥ Zahidah

20050215

total defence day.

wtf my hair is blue? :O :O :O stupid lightning.

omgah i made khai a converse layout! see, i'm too damn nice sia. wakakakakz. want to see? it's very black + red + orange = COOL COLOUR COMBINATION. hahaha. it's here http://zahidahistesting.blogspot.com ... so give comments yeah? XD

today is total defence day. k that's boring. *yawns*

anyways, today we had our science CA. ahhh hard seh. haiz. i really really really hope i've passed. :| k. got back my maths CA. got 23.5/40. can you believe it that's my FIRST time passing any maths test this year? :O yes im dumb and i hate maths. after school, the peer support buddies of 2e9 (me, aisha, raihan, flora and isabella) stayed back for a while to discuss about the peer support session tomorrow. nad and khai joined us also. and oh man, had lots of fun thinking of dirty things. HAHAHAH. and gee, this sec 1e7 girl is damn weird sia. doesn't mean that when we wave to people we need to know who they are first right. oh well. SHE'S WEIRD AND REAL FREAKY. but all of us just laughed and laughed and laughed... HAHAHAHA. wheeeeee.

gee i need to prepare my npcc stuff. tomorrow's CI parade. i think? damn. and also there's malay compo CA tomorrow. ughh.

♥ Zahidah

20050214

Happy Valentines & Friendship Day!

well, guess what. guess what. today is the Vday! hahah that's lame. everyoe is school is like practically wishing each other happy vday. especailly yanti. she went around hugging people. haha cute lah. lots of people were giving gifts. funnn. i got sweeets. and a flower. hee. =x

anyways. started school with the total defence video in the hall. we wer told that we were going to be given a ration card and has to exchange it for tapioca/sweet potato during recess. hmm. blah blah blah. then it was maths period. well it was supposed to be. but then mrs taufiq didn't come and mrs loh came in. was too lazy to open my maths textbook cos i was to busy studying chinese. and my brain just couldn't take in all those characters. luckily didn't burst sia. pening nak mampos. next was higher malay period. did the karangan corrections and stuff. ahhh DAMN karangan CA this wed. wtfh. wtfh. wtfh. aiyohz. after malay was historyyyyy. had the history source based questions CA. aha good thing it wasn't difficult.

now comes to the exciting part. RATIONING! lalalala. exhanged my card for tapioca. hmm not really tasty but i kinda like it though it's plain and not sweet. i seriously love sweet potato! so nice. as for the drinks, we had to drink from the water coolers. did this rationing exercise in memory of the ww2. neat.

after recess is science. seriously, mr ho is really belo. hahahah. he's so selenger and blurr. but good lah. that means i can eat sweets in class with him realising. heh. i still don't understand wtf-ever he's talking about. -_- haiz. and tomorrow is the science CA. i tell you, i'm really DEAD meat sia. next was home ec. were cooking mee goreng and then the sirens sounded. so leceh sia. had to go to the field for fire drill practice. and mrs loke said on the speaker that there's a fire in the science lab. we all were like "righttttttt." and blah blah blah it was time for csp. meaning chinese CA. fuck ah. i totally screw it sia. i can't answer ALMOST ALL the bloody questions. I WANNA QUIT CSP!! like totally.

hmmmm. i've been researching about cheers. founded a lot of good ones. XD. can't wait to make the skirts. wheee.

HAPPY VDAY! ♥

♥ Zahidah

20050213

I hate CSP!!!

fuck csp. i seriously want to quit. i think i'm going to ask for the withdrawal form tomorrow. and tomorrow there's csp CA. UGH. damn it. i can't freaking get these characters to be in my freaking head!! screw it. damndamndamn. -_- I HATE CSP!!!!!!!!

alright people. i'm stressed up. there's history test tomorrow too. but i'm not so worried about it. i worry about that fucking csp lah. i know i shouldn't give a damn, but i just don't want to get a 0 on ANY test at all. ahhh. i so regret applying for it sia.

anways. im not able to study. why? i freaking have no idea. my brain is too small. i wish im a genius. sigh. like real.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.

♥ Zahidah

20050212

I kinda love madrasah...

i find madrasah fun these days. haha. dunno why but i kinda look forward to coming to madrasah. perhaps that i learn so much about stuff. and i freaking dunno why that i'm excited to looking forward to madrasah camp in june, which is gonna be held outside singapore. heh. i don't think i mind all those beribadah-ing stuff we did last year like sembahyang tahjud and etc... quite fun actually. i wish to change. hopefully soon. hahah.

i just came back from madrasah. though i don't really have friends there, i like it there. first we had fardhu ain lah. ustazah salamah explained all the haji and umrah rules. so complicated. but sounds exciting enough. can't wait to go there in the future. next we had tafsir with ustaz malik. haha. he's a funny guy lah. tak abes2 ckp pasal teens bgr problems. he's a counsellor what. and he always smile. but kinda weird when he speaks. heh. then we had akhlak with ustazah rosminah. talked about adab-adab al-quran. cool.

actually i was supposed to go to nadh's house in the morning lah to study fucking chinese but somehow i don't feel like it. so yah. slept until past 10 and aisha, khai, nad, nadh already there. all waiting for me sia. so they call and i said that i don't want to go. sorry ah guys for making you ppl wait. i can't be bothered to continue csp. i'm gonna quit right after that stupid project. mhmm. and plus, i didn't want to ponteng madrasah today... heh.

i've finished reading the malay novel "merenang gelora" by ruslan ngah which i borrowed from jannah yesterday, who borrowed from musfirah. i love the story. though the way the characters speak is so "malaysia". i mean so melayu lah. bahasa baku gitu. i just love malay novels. maybe i want to become a malay reporter someday. just maybe. but i'm never, ever gonna be a teacher like what my parents want me to. -_- huh.

told my parents someday ago that in the future i wanted to own a big company... but they were so dicouraging seh. they were like "eh jangan nak berangan lah... pandai pon tak abeh nak berangan. jadi cikgu sudah." wtf seh. nevermind. gonna prove to them. haha. chedebah. well, hopefully lah.

felt like going to the library to borrow books but too lazy. so yah. my tummy is growling. -_-

OH BTW. does anyone want a gmail invite? i have 50 left. gmail is weirdddd. is like everyone who has a gmail account has 50 invites. might as well make the email service free for everyone to sign up right. in case some don't know what gmail is, it means google mail. it provides like 1000mb of space. lots right. anyways, should i change my email add? i dunno. :| i love hotmail too much. hmm...

♥ Zahidah

20050211

blah

oh god. why is friendster so pink? ew.

blah im so tired that im lazy to type out about today. basically, nothing much happened lah. so yah.

I'M IN LOVE WITH STORY OF THE YEAR. yeah babyyy. wheee.

♥ Zahidah

20050210

Pics that were taken on CNY EVE after school.

this pic is seriously lame ah. but i like how im in the "middle" in the pic. wahahahah.

waddahell ah. rai, me, aisha. so funny leh.

eheh. cik pon maner plak ni. at tm outside pretty in tokyo.

rawr!!! me and aisha lions ah. pe ntah.

aku mak ayam! eww i hate this pic sia. i look fat. -_-

???

SEE ME DOING KUNGFU! like real.

oh yes. ezza does step cute. hehhh.

bahiah so cute lah!!!

wahahaha. nice contrast eh. though the pic is blurry, due to rai's shaky hands. haha.

ah ni mepek. i was trying to put on bah's powder. -_-

NI LAGIIII MEPEK. eee. yuck.

still got lots of pics more but bahiah only give me the ones which i'm in. hahah.
THANK YOU BAHIAH!!! ^_^ my mami monker. cayang dier. wakakakakakz.

♥ Zahidah

Xin Nian Kuai Le!

ahah. it's the 2nd day already. im late. but who cares sia.

so. let me tell you about yesterday. went visiting and i collected $24 bucks! wheee! and that's just one house. after that when to bedok giant. wahlau. so little people sia. seriously. and lots of people were wearing red - including me. -_-

well as for today, i'm just chilling at home. so yah. how boring.

♥ Zahidah

20050208

CNY EVE 2005.

we finally performed our csp performance today sia. how embarassing. the whole school was like full of laughter when the saw our performance. becos of the lame dikir barat lyrics lah. hahahah. then had to perfomed dang wo men. eeewww. we were not following the mep girls' music. sigh. actually, to be frank, i didn't really find performing on the stage with thousands of eyes looking at us nerve-racking. i was like "uhh okay". hahahah. oh yah overally, all parts of the cny concert suck ah. mepek jer ade.

anyways, went back to pri sch with bahiah and huda. first went to yumin lah but then lots of ppl are not there. then go to chongzheng. sheesh. the new sec 1s ah... SO DAMN MANY FROM VS SIA. eee so kental. and those sec 1 cedarians nak step seh when they saw us. they sang the tk ke mama song. ish. sebok jer. lots of my good friends didn't come though i recognised many ppl. lots of mats outside the school. haiz.

then we had to go to tm lah to watch constatine with khai, aisha, nad, nadh, rai and yanti. they reached cs already and had to wait a long time for us to come. ugh. blame the stupid buses for being so late ah! too bad nadh can't stay really long so we didn't watch the movie cos it was at 3 pm. so yah. went to long john's to eat. yumm. then take neoprints! wheeee.

me, khai, rai, bahiah and huda bought a pressie for hamiza! hehh.

hmm huda, bahiah, nad, rai... you can save these pics. scanned for you guys already. yep.

i look like a cat. everyone says so also. -_-

waddahel were we thinking seh.

ahah. tak step pon aku tgk.

ni lah org ckp biol.

hehh cute ah this pic.

i think i like my espression. but then so lame.

click on it!

♥ Zahidah

20050207

the eve of the eve of cny 2005!

hah. wrote lots of testis for those feb birthday kids on my friends list! haha yup.

so. anyways. i made a pink pouch for my fake gucci wallet during home ec. hahaha. no life mah. was supposed to complete the stupid doll but ugh didn't feel like it so i took some pink cloth and lace and started to machine them. hahaha. fun. i think i'm going to make a handphone pouch someday. must buy fabrics. hehehe. so fun seh!

got csp today. we practicesd dikir barat for cny tmr. aiyohz. so scary ah. perform of the WHOLE SCH. then must sing the more we get together in chinese. ahhhh. how to face myself in school. WHOLE SCHOOL WILL BE LOOKING AT US. i think all the sec 2 csp students are pretified now. hahah. but seriously. scary ah. -_-

going back to pri sch tmr wif bahiah. she go to yumin, i'll go to chongzheng. hahaha. after that, we're meeting aisha, khai, nad, nadh and they all ah at tm to watch constatine. wheeeeeeee. MUST BE BLARDY GOOD AH. hahahah.

today me, aisha, and nad go home together lah. we took bus 31. lots of ppl aboard. broadrick, tkg, victoria, ite lah. wadever shit ah. then when it was time for nad and aisha to alight at changi hospital, nad said she lost her hp. and like the whole bus heard. so the minah ITE yg kat blakang semue are like "eh asal ngan deytu? hilang hp ahh?". abeh skali. nad ckp "eh it's in my pocket." HAHAHA. satu bus ketawer sehhhh. esp. the minahs. then the kental victorians tgk jer kitorg. hahaha seriously i cant believe that the upper sec level also got nerdy ppl ahhh. HAHAHHA. kk. sorry ah ppl from vs. jk.

sooooo yah. i'm going to bring my tote bag tomorrow! wheeeeee. ketot. ahahahah. pe jer seh. k lah smekomz.

ps. AKU SUKE KACAU ORG NYER BLOG AND TAG MEPEK. HAHAHAHAH.

♥ Zahidah

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Freak!

Jason Lim, you're simply DISGUSTING.

Anyways. Changed the video. Enjoy.

♥ Zahidah

gee it's been along time since i did my last drawing in my sketch book. mhmm. maybe i'll make some later lah. I WANT TO JOIN COURSES. and of cos, maths tuition. but whereeeeeeeee or whereeeeeeeee? sigh.

i wish my school offers aep instead of mep. -_- nvm.

so today. i woke up at 1. hahahah. my normal routine lah. eat some pulut kuning and now im staring at my comp while eating bicuits. how boring. i still haven't bath ya know. hehehhe.

k i'm so borredddd. as usual. SMS ME, PEOPLE.

91177397

♥ Zahidah

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isitallornothingatall?

listening to o-town's all or nothing. hah. i know lah it's an all song but it's just so... nice? yeah guess so. anyways, some things change for madrasah. now we're going to have like a timetable. so one ustaz/ustazah for each subject - fardhu ain, tauhid, tafsir. i got ustaz malek for tafsir. he's young. and he's awesome lah. very gentleman-like. but no of cos i don't have a crush on him. hahahah. the sound of having a crush on an ustaz is sooo bluek. wakakakakaz. the guys in my class so like what seh. kental. and mat-ish. but then they're funny lah.

today is bapak's birthday. aka nadirah's birthday. also aka sponge's birthday. yup yup. sorry lah i don't have anything to give but HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY <333 hope you had fun. and ew youre old. hahaha.

cokes are addictive. sheesh. i've drank like glasses of cokes today. -_-

i need something.

♥ Zahidah

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Everybody dreams.

i dream. for something.
waiting for it to become reality.
ahah.

♥ Zahidah

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Untitled lah.

Was just reading some people's blogs and kinda felt like ugh. Haha. All they talk is love ah? Kay I've never been in that situation so I think I'll shut up.

But... eee so geli seh. hahah.

♥ Zahidah

I like you!

http://dingo.care-mail.com/cards/flash/5407/ilikeyou.swf
omg people go watch. so cute sak. hahahahhahaha. can't stop smiling. now i think im insane. but then again, I'M INSANE 24/7. kwang kwang kwang!

started school with science test. pretty easy. mr ho is like forever selenger seh. hahah serious. i and aisha were like eating sweets and he didn't even realise. that time, khai just listen to her discman just like and he didn't even realise. wheee! FUN.

next there was maths spring test 2. ugh. i fucking hate maths. just not my thing. in jc still have to take maths seh. now im considering of going to poly. aisha also. hahahah. i wanna go to temasek poly design sch! maybe get in visual communications or something. do graphic art. whoopee doo. but if im smart enough lah, i'd probably wanna go to temasek jc, victoria jc, tampines jc or meridian jc. hah. too early to think about it lah.

then english. poor bella! got scolded by miss ann. wtf. after that was history. boringggg.

i think my lit group sucks. :| i mean our script is like so damn short and the ppl in my group so not enthu. and tomorrow's the dramatisation. surely get low marks for lit CA sia. ugh. i'm so freaking jealous when i look at other groups' work, especially elizabeth's group. so nice sia!! everyone is enthu and acted well.

oh well. just wish me luck anyway,

during assembly, khai had to give the talk about the care & share week sale collobaration with the guides. us - me, aisha, yanti and etc - so de semangat sak. we're like the loudest when we cheered for khai. did the s-in-gapore clap. and everyone in the hall turned back to look at us. sheesh. how embarassing.

after csp, me and my dad went to find the brown twine and we found it at tampines spotlight. then went to tampines mall to look for colourful straws but can't find. sighhhs.

♥ Zahidah

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No CI parade.

So the CIs decided to take only the Sec 4s for CI parade. Woohoo.

I love today's parade. First there was PT but this time PT was damn fun sia. Should do like this all the time. Next is knots and lashings, really cool. Then it was drills, also fun. Haha. The Sec 1s so little sia... 19 people? Like wtf. And so many are appealing. Ish ish ish.

And yah, according to M Fatimah, we Sec 2s suddenly look powerful. Hmm.

Anyways, tomorrow there's a science CA. UGH. I've not even open my book.

♥ Zahidah