i have to admit that i couldn't live without having a blog. :( sheesh. so i'm declaring that I'VE MOVED. and you can read SOME of my entries :D
http://www.livejournal.com/users/renege/
♥ Zahidah
20050405
byeeeeee.
i wont tell you anything i'm thinking. not here anyway. (: another bye-bye post. heh. i'm freaking bored. i miss this blog. but. whatever. (: <3
♥ Zahidah
20050404
BYE!
guess what? ;D i'm dead. haha, no, actually this blog is. for the moment. i'm sick of having public journals. so yeah. hope you guys understand. i love you all. muacks. :D
ADIOS AMIGOS!
♥ Zahidah
20050403
i hate school.
currently listening to matchbook romance - stay tonight.
i dont want to go to school. :( i hate school. and i still havent finish my fucking assignments. heck care ah.
Coming out of my cage And I've been doin' just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go
And I just can't look It's killing me And taking control
Jealousy Turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes Cus i'm Mr. Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doin' just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go
Cus I just can't look It's killing me And taking control
Jealousy Turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes Cus i'm Mr. Brightside
i feel like moving back to livejournal so that people who i fucking know and hate won't read the stuff i wrote cos it'll be either a friends-only or private journal. maybe i should just close down this stupid blog.
i hate it when your friends just order you to do something for them and they're like not sincere or anything. i hate some people. i'm sick of people treating me like some shit and it's like i'm trying so hard to fit in the clique. sometimes i wish i could change schools, migrate to other countries or something. and maybe make new friends? bleh the feeling really sucks, you know.
i miss my real friends. i really do.
i hate myself for many things. don't ask.
anyways, miss singapore universe 2005 is such a shitty show. i think the host is much prettier than the contestants. yeah. damn it i missed The OC and Chase last thursday. ugh. parents and brother are out right now so i'm alone in the house.
madrasah was okay just now.
bye.
♥ Zahidah
Friendster's a bitch.
yes it is. stop sending bloody blog announcements lah damn it. no space. shoooo.
irritating sia.
ok. 3rd entry of the day.
♥ Zahidah
20050401
BGRs are lame.
i seriously don't see the point of getting in boy-girl-relationships at this young age and get your hearts crashed when breaking up and then you'll start to curse a lot about how you would never want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend again. that's pathetic. it's not like you're going to get married to each other right? sigh. teenagers these days. they should focus more on school lah.
but who am i to say anything. nobody.
anyways, my mom just bought me 2 school pinafores. yay. (:
friendster is being a fucker. stupid. i wanna log in lah idiot. sheesh.
heh.
i'm bored.
♥ Zahidah
happy april fools!
2 days of not being online. wow. this is surprising, knowing that i can't separate with my lovely darling computer. unless i sleep. which i did. man, i was too tired for both days sia. and my period came yesterday, which made me even more lethargic.
wednesday: shall blog about wednesday's parade. started off with physical training. i'm quite surprised actually, cos i managed to run without fallingout, even though i'm like the last one. heh. was like telling myself to not fall out every now and then sia. have to endure. right. hajjar fainted. it's the first time i see someone fainted like that sia. so damn freaky. she was like swinging and her face was like htting the ground. freaky. that's the second time i saw hajjar fainted; the first one was last year. i wish i could faint sia. i want to faint. has never fainted before in my whole freaking life. did lots of punishments, but i dont exactly mind lah. then drills all the way till dismissal. had to stay back after np for the atc form and etc. and also for the damn stupid punishments PLUS lecture about us not bringing the freaking goddamn dowel poles and how we should be more fucking responsible. huh. whatever. poor ezza, she choked and was having breathing difficulties and was crying. me and quraisah were panicking, trying to find a red crosser. good thing she's okay.
thursday: it was okay. basically boring. pop session after csp. sing songs. boring.
today: happy april fools' day! happy tkgs' sports day! haha. my dad drove me to bedok stadium. reached there at about 7 o'clock. poor li qin and poh yi - they went to school to search for our class banner cos li qin didn't bring it home yesterday. i really pity them sia. actually, i don't really care if we didn't have the class banner. there's nothing we could do anyway. so we marched pass without the banner. and li qin and poh yi reached the stadium very late and were all crying. man, i think we were like pressurizing them sia. if we did, we're really sorry. it's just that we thought we could win the class banner competition. but it's okay. (: fooled around with nad, aisha and rai's cam. haha. i so want a cam. :( too bad i'm fucking broke, otherwise i'd able to afford it. did my freaking duty in mufti. had to make sure no one except participants cross the tracks. so boring. and exhausting. sheesh they should at least give us water. was so damn thirsty sia. i miss my primary school sports days, where we can get free food and water. heh. after sports day, went to tm to watch "the eye 10". freaking hilarious lah. not so scary. but it's worth of my 7 and a half bucks. haha.
i'm back to my obesession with peter pan. whoo. i want to buy their album ah. so nice. indonesian bands are the best malay bands. (: where the hell can i find peter pan lyrics? help.
k. i'm going to continue with ezza's template that i promised to make for her. haha.
19 days to being old. and 29 days till my last pair of contact lenses which i'm wearing now to expire. damn i need new supplies. :|
♥ Zahidah
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