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myself.


I hate myself. Like totally. Yesterday, I failed my 2.4 km run and today I wasn't able to swim for long distances. Reason? My fucking stupid illness. I wish I never had Asthma and I wish I'm like the people who are perfectly normal. And oh yes, I have another stupid illness too, well, sort of, that is I'm losing SO MUCH hair everyday. It's like you're losing like 70 strands or more of hair per day. People said my hair is really healthy because it's staright but do they really know? If you look closely, part of head is ... erm, ...? I don't know what to say and I don't think I want people to know about it.

In conlusion, I'm a fucking loser and I fucking hate myself.

To everyone out there, I'm so sorry for cursing but I just can't take it anymore.

Anyways, god, tomorrow there's Master Parade. Sighh. Which means my squad will probably get more punishments...


♥ Zahidah




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Zahidah. April 20 1991. Female. 13 going on 14. Singaporean. Tampinesian. TKGian. ex-CZPian. NPCC cadet. Kamikazean. 1E9 '04 2E9 '05. Friendly. Crazy. Hyper-active. Nice. Webdesign. Art. Photography. Music. PSB (it SHOULD be PSL but wtf.) ♥

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