-- renege. / ANEWSTART ;

20050402

whatever.

i feel like moving back to livejournal so that people who i fucking know and hate won't read the stuff i wrote cos it'll be either a friends-only or private journal. maybe i should just close down this stupid blog.

i hate it when your friends just order you to do something for them and they're like not sincere or anything. i hate some people. i'm sick of people treating me like some shit and it's like i'm trying so hard to fit in the clique. sometimes i wish i could change schools, migrate to other countries or something. and maybe make new friends? bleh the feeling really sucks, you know.

i miss my real friends. i really do.

i hate myself for many things. don't ask.

anyways, miss singapore universe 2005 is such a shitty show. i think the host is much prettier than the contestants. yeah. damn it i missed The OC and Chase last thursday. ugh. parents and brother are out right now so i'm alone in the house.

madrasah was okay just now.

bye.

♥ Zahidah

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Zahidah. April 20 1991. Female. 13 going on 14. Singaporean. Tampinesian. TKGian. ex-CZPian. NPCC cadet. Kamikazean. 1E9 '04 2E9 '05. Friendly. Crazy. Hyper-active. Nice. Webdesign. Art. Photography. Music. PSB (it SHOULD be PSL but wtf.) ♥

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